Missing the day I contrived
Love lost, How can I survive?
Wanting to redeem hearts caught up
Spent karma, my soul sold for less
I expect the vex, battling selfish wishes
You were my prize, hard earned bliss
Surprise was what you meant in my life
Our demise means I have lost the fight
So the rain falls steadily, saturating space
Pools of reflection, glistening about face
So I cover my painful opening
Hoping to catch reign in a new beginnings
Swimming in dreams of love life getting better
Hastily flogging and swishing in bouts of lust
Married to wealth, believing in delivery outside self
Selfish me searching for onions to set me free
All too late I find, how the cut of onions reminds me......
That if I look down at my self imposed longings
I will finally see how deep the tears I see welling inside me!