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1 second i wanna say f*ck it all
then u walk in the room and make me fall
right to my knees
pleading with you baby please
give me one more chance
don't ever cease
dont ever stop loving me
dont ever leave
i was trippin over the memories
i was thinkin about the lack of peace
that dominates my mind
that has infiltrated my heart
every one that has f*cked with me
everyone that has taken a part
in what i feel like is my ultimate destruction
everytime i start
making progress towards this quote unquote normalcy
some dude comes in a takes a piece
of a part of me that i fought so hard to piece and glue back together
and now i have no clue how to weather
this storm that is only in my head
the thunder only gets louder
every time you climb into my bed
and the rain only gets heavier
each time you grab my head
i can't decipher if its love or control
i can't decipher whether you love my soul
or whether you love when you control
every inch of my body
when you make me lose control
because of the control you know you have over my mind and body
i don't embody all of your fantasies
i'm not a body for you to use to play out all of your fantasies
i am a soul
that just lives inside this body
you like to hold
every night….every night...every night
you wanna touch my body but i just want you to grasp my soul
i want you to hold of the deepest parts of me
i want you to take control
i want you to roll
with the punches i throw at you
because you understand the hole
i have in my heart
and you so deeply love my soul
that you want to mend my heart and make it whole...
everyday i wanna say f*ck it
because it’d be easier that way
i don’t feel like i deserve your love
and i can’t convince you to stay
but thats just what i say
what i feel, so deep and so real
is that i could never let you go
but sometimes those feelings
are impossible for me to show
and so the story goes...
