Take it as you want it
Hate me if you must
Love me if you can
There's still a boy hidden in a man
I'm sorry if I never told you who I am
A self indulged loner
Drinker turned stoner
And I've realized life is as hard as a virgin's boner
Who are you to judge
You who never seen hate painted so vivid it erases love
Solid faith waver from a shove
Treated like shh for skin colored like mud
Still I slime
Ache after every mile
Bandage my cuts
Wipe my sweat
Strive to show forgiveness though remembering all the while
My future is far
My love still close
With nothing I shall build the most
Grade A for every test
For I trust in myself to be the best..