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Damaged 15'

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Sometimes I feel like what I'm really looking for doesn't exist

So use to being hurt, I honestly feel like being alone is what's best, honestly what would i miss

So mentally damaged, that my expectations are always bad

Ive been told that I love to hard, I think too much, and I'm over protective

In my opinion, alot of people fear "REAL"

I've put my heart through so much bull, that now I feel like its completely damaged

I'm DAMAGED

Ive allow so many people to bring me to that point, just to let me go

Failing to realize the pain of loving someone for them not to love you in return

Giving your all, better yet your last just to see this person happy

And despite all you do and have done, it never seems to be enough

Accepting their lies, yet you know the truth

Realizing that you will never be there only one

Feeling incomplete, stressed, worried, confused, ***ing lost , all because this one person don't know what he want or who he wants

Waiting , patiently waiting, just to see will he choose you

Just to find out he really dont wanna be with you

"FRIENDS" (ha)

One year plus Ive given you so much, I've proved so much, but you fear being with me because of what others think

Why bring me this ***ing far, just to let me down

Never thought to spare my feelings, yet whenever you need me I never hesitate to be there

It's crazy, cause I'm at a point in my life where I don't even know who I am anymore. I fake a smile to get through, I hide out and let my tears shed, I loose sleep...

Im hurt far beyond what words can explain

How can I move on

Don't wanna take another heart break

Just wanna get over, forget it all, but its so hard to managed, and I don't know what to do...

I feel so Damaged.

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twistedbeauty says:

you have to let that hurt go because at the end of the day you are only hurting yourself more I know because I have am in the same situation. you deserve to be happy and you wont be able to do that if you are still holding on to the baggage. release it and you'll feel better. some days will be easier than others but there is hope. great piece.

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