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I have always been considered just slightly demented
Like beer in the process of being fermented
Not the greatest quality yet still drinkable
My thoughts have ranged from pure, to the complete unthinkable!
I have bopped bodacious beats
Before bombing a tongue twisted mind bended synopsis
I like to take my time in my mind to recline and design
The perfect word play before I drop such
Not much of thought food
Can be fully digested
You have to take it, bake it
And then try to ingest it
Thank the lord for having blessed it
And don’t speak with your mouth full, ‘cause you sound congested
I was once a mechanical being
And when I was baptized in water I nearly had rusted
But I turned off the matrix machine mentality
And in my greater self, I learned to have trusted
Although for the first few years being fully human
I gave in to all that I lusted
But as I grew in spirit
The new me started to feel disgusted
I would shutter and stutter
As new paths I would try to pave
But I would continue to fail and fall
Into temptation and sin with that which I craved
Although saintly in my intentions
I still fall short for I can be depraved
For although a new life granted by my God
To my human nature I still am enslaved
When I first turned to God wholeheartedly
He forgave me and I was acquitted
He told me to share my love, my light to the world
And to be ready to always spit it
So although I wear my flat brim cap to the side
I am no thug as I am highly quick witted
My head wear is not trucker style
As they are all full fitted
With deep retrospect
I seek respect cause sin I detect
And with my words
I never want to accidentally, pure pain inject
For God told me that my word usage
Can be both a curse and, or a blessing
And I learned it first hand
For I did misuse it several times, I’ve learned my lesson
For a living dog is greater
Than a dead lion
And to be alive with a heart of iron
Is what gives me strength to continue trying!
A new me has been activated
The old me can not be reinstated
For I have been set aside & consecrated
And by the love of wisdom, I have been truly educated
and although from my path
I may at times slightly deviated
With my own self I had an animated altercation
God said my sins would be thrown away but abbreviated
As long as I continue to seek illumination
My power stems from the root
Which is my Lord Jesus from the lineage of David
For I was a lost soul in Sheol
But He graciously took His life to save it!
He told me that brief time on this earth
Is what for me is duly allotted
I took my foot and shot it
Once I heard the truth, I grabbed it and got it
My space in the heavens has been seen & spotted
And one day I will be a spirit man in his greatest height of spirituality
And I will see how my flesh just rotted
Many heads may have just nodded
I bow down to my God, because I fully understand and “got itâ€!
I have always been completely emotionally detached & desensitized
And to peace I have always been attracted
I slept with sin so many times
That death is what I contracted
But God designed me to be highly methodical and calculated
That although many may hate it
To my rhymes they are drawn and very much captivated
For my rhymes in so many lines hype you up
Because my tight lines in many rhymes from my mind are as if they are caffeinated
So here I am completely still and at ease
Because I am fully focused and concentrated
Afraid that if my spirit gets wounded
I will bleed out because my soul can not properly coagulate
Now, here is the dessert
As I will in this last moment, my full potential exert
I will refrain and restrain my bad side
Because I fear he could never convert
For he is disturbed in every way by every word
My life is my truth
And my truth is never diluted
Although In the midst of my experiences
I admit, it has been polluted
But God already knew before the creation of the cosmos
My weaknesses he had already added up and computed
And He remained ready, willing and fully able
To forgive me of my sins and have righteousness imputed
Now I my sound a little arrogant
Or even have the sound of being conceited
I am only fully confident in my God
Because only by HIM, was the old self killed off and buried and by God he was defeated!
For most of my life
My energy level was always sucked away and depleted
But with Gods love, His grace and power to my spirit
I eventually had my old self to have retreated
The purpose of this story
Is to have my life summed up and encapsulated
Ask any versions of me
And the story will be corroborated
To God I woe my life
For to HIM my life is now completely consummated
And you may like it or hate it
But in the end, you can nor the it or berate it
For this soul here he already graded it
Took His tome to look over, review and saved it
And it is now my duty to consistently and constantly
As well as persistently have it illustrated
So since writing is one of my gifts given by God to humble me
I do my best to have it properly articulated
For He has already chosen a stop day and end time
For the day and hour is already designated
And I will die sooner than later
But at His wondrous return
I will then be spiritually resuscitated
And all the refuse of the world
Will be instantly cremated and obliterated
While the saints of the most high
Will finally, from sin, pain and death
Be completely liberated!
SkTzO
