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Metamorphosis
I admit that I felt kind of devastated
That my ultimate goal – I never made it
For a while I sat up at night trying to debate it always feeling agitated.
But now I’m elevated and feeling elated
Because though I never “made it†I’ve been blessed & consecrated.
My focus is so much more concentrated
I must have my terms reiterated
That although I never “made itâ€
I have been illuminated
The glory of the light that gave me real sight…
Not sight for the eyes to see.
But sight for the mind to comprehend life’s true importance.
I formulated terms in my past based on egotistical findings.
But now I elaborate truthful measures through my written rhyming’s.
No more confining to some subliminal defining’s.
The definition of my life purpose rendition is based on the one and only purposeful condition.
That God blessed me in other areas that I’m mature enough to now currently see.
And that’s how I can coherently be
Systematically see
And became the person that I currently be!
For my feelings of being unworthy has cursed me
For 33 years of what I self-dispersed you see.
Although I once was enigmatically
I spoke quite magically and mystically became a myth of me,
Mathematically, I have been such an unequivocal tragedy.
For so long, so much time I had wasted
No true peace or joy had I ever tasted
But by choice and fervency I now taste it
Being that my life is fleeting
On Gods refrigerator
My artwork is pasted.
My artwork being my life as a whole
Because it took me this long for me to learn and to grow
To finally see and to know!
That although being a nothing I am everything to God
Even when I thought my life was a conspiratorial show
He is not dictatorial nor is He a judging ruler that takes pleasure
In making sure that we never measure
Take a moment to recognize that you are Gods greatest treasure.
His love is immeasurable
Our personalities and wicked hearts are intolerably tolerated
By He, who our flesh He took time to have created
And the purpose of being placed on this earth face
Was to not only run the race
But understand the pace of the race in the reaching for His grace.
Not to feel displaced and out of place in this place full of disgrace
Because His love can never vanish without a trace
Only we can try to hide from HIS ever defining presence, turn away our face
For we do not need a self serving ticket to confirm that we are wicked.
We can not rally outside of the divine throne with a sign or picket
Satan's hate is deep but God's love is deeper
And knowing Him in your life you won’t fear at all, the grim reaper
And to truly know Him, you realize His love is a keeper.
Because the gate keeper
Does not berate the spiritual sleeper
But awakens the person who slumbers & sleeps
So they can understand the power for that which He weeps
Because the power of the hour will taste bitter & sour
But the sweetness will reinvent your intellectual & spiritual covenant
Refresh the love and alleviate if not relieve the stress from your chest
So you can better focus and impress
With the joy from moments of progress.
So let go of your distress
And try to only God impress!
For He is your Rock & Salvation
Just as He is mine
And only He understands my pain, my strain, and the thoughts of my mind.
So Satan, get thee behind… me!
For holding onto Christ as lord & Savior, I am no longer into slavery but am now spiritually free!
And the misery that you have caused me
For the years now which are nearly past thirty three.
Are now stunted and are no longer allowed
Because I finally understand and have done what I should have…
… Which was to “Let Go†and “Let Godâ€, as to Him I forever shall bow!
