Burning this Dutch
Tryin to get my feelings on clutch
Cause I'm in the hole
& the darkness a bit much
So I got that thang tucked
Since its been rough
But I can't just give up
So I wrap my sorrows
like a gift in this blunt
Let the smoke consume my lungs
The THC in my blood stream
Let it steep
Until my hearts numb
msmaja187
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7/15
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KingQadarDwon' says: Nice.. Very raw |
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msmaja187 says: Thank you, one of my personal fave so I'm glad you like it |
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