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Little girl lost: Part I
Sometimes she doesn't wanna wake up ...
She turns over and there's nothing there but a reminder of the temporary love from the night before leaving nothing behind but wet bed sheets and lost memories ....
She’s hurting but nothing can compare to the pain she feel being used by man after man to fill their ego by feeling her.... Someone should've told her that’s not where the heart is.
But like a junkie looking for a quick fix, she searches for the love she lost not understanding that every time she gives herself to someone to suit his feeble needs she loses a piece of herself.
But why stop? Self-respect? Her mother was a sinner; every man’s fantasy and everyman problem.
Self-respect is delusional woman’s pipe dream that weak men facilitate, was what her momma told her. Those words that got her through those nights when one her Ma’s friend crept into her room, after her mother gotten her fix and escaped reality.
She would’ve told him to stop, but he told her that he loved her, and that's where she found her escape. Love was just as addictive as any drug. Being in the beginning stages of adolescence, coupled with the painful way her mother expressed it, who was she to doubt?.....
