But You Forgot....

But You Forgot....

But you forgot:

We stayed together because it was familiar; i guess it was recognition,
just to do the same things again so it was more like repetition.

it was that I wasn't talking you just never listened.
It was the lazy part of you despised my ambition.
Is that what made you treat me so different?
We acted our lives out on a stage, and it played out how the crowd predicted.
now the lies you tell has gotten things twisted

But you forgot to say.....

When things got rough , you walked out the door.
But came back when i had more.
Made me think what were we together for?
You lied to others and yourself about how I treated you,
but I only wanted you to do better because I believed in you

But i forgot to say...
Being with you made me weak, everything I wasn't and nothing i was suppose to be.
Staying with you would be admitting to my own defeat

Little Girl Lost

Little girl lost: Part I
Sometimes she doesn't wanna wake up ...
She turns over and there's nothing there but a reminder of the temporary love from the night before leaving nothing behind but wet bed sheets and lost memories ....

She’s hurting but nothing can compare to the pain she feel being used by man after man to fill their ego by feeling her.... Someone should've told her that’s not where the heart is.

But like a junkie looking for a quick fix, she searches for the love she lost not understanding that every time she gives herself to someone to suit his feeble needs she loses a piece of herself.

But why stop? Self-respect? Her mother was a sinner; every man’s fantasy and everyman problem.

Self-respect is delusional woman’s pipe dream that weak men facilitate, was what her momma told her. Those words that got her through those nights when one her Ma’s friend crept into her room, af...