I have so much things to say!.. But I'm dieing smoking to much got my lungs collapsing. I got so much too say but I can't stop coughing my mind is full of words. I'm forced to sit hear in silence, laying in this hospital bed dieing I have so much to say but I'm crying!.. Knowing my time is near and I cant help but fear not being here to see my kids grow into the future! I have so much to say but my condition won't let me. This lung cancer is killing me faster then a hungry lion on a hunt I'm having memories about my kids that I will never see any more. What am I to do now!?.. But tell the lord here I come but I still have so much to say, But I'm weaker then a newborn at birth my hands are shakey because my strength is faiding so I must hurry up and finish this letter before my body becomes numb!.. I love you family and never forget I will be watching you guys from above. So give me hugs and kisses before my heart stops. I wish I was able to speak but the air I intake is low, So im forced to find strength to write this before I go!.. I wish you guys the best and never give up fight for what's right!.. And I don't care if you have to use a gun!.. Oh god here i come my heart is racing my body is getting colder then a winter storm. I'm gasping for air so I'm gonna hurry up and finish this letter with a big I love you family with all my heart!!
Tmartin The Poet!
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I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT I CANT TALK!
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twistedbeauty says: wow. im speechless. |
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love_supreme says: There are really no words for this poem. |
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KingQadarDwon' says: This was definitely heart felt bro... Very powerful.. |
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Ms.PoeticPassion says: Powerful and heartfelt....Blessings. |
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Tmartin The Poet! says: Thank y'all so muc!.. one love to all!! |
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Tmartin The Poet! says: Thank y'all so much!.. one love to all!! |
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urgent messagehe who hold the truth next man to god he who hold the 2nd truth next man to god 3121 avenue f ensley birmingham alabama downt town birmingham police been riding on realest of america trying to get those ***ed up that was close over 30 years artist poetic mind/ tmartin the poet poetic mind pictures.com https://soundcloud.com/poetic-mind-635341063 artist in captivity og on ground conscience artist awaken police hatred  |
HeritageDark can be shady to brown cause brown come from light first up in the morning cause we love to start the fight dark must understand brown! there soft like pillows at night never let the darkness scare you push em out the way cause they been killing brown for too long let them know that there there mothers child and were are father's child so we discipline the spoiled fat stomachs that symbolize them in there mothers womb time is real like Israel peace!! Your real Orion king God royal man is still around fighting to live stay strong cause he is here dark brown light brown somethings turns to vs like white Asian mix coloration who's taken advantage of who and we was here first who's the kids mother nature or father nature think my civilization!! Arise uplift fight!! Peace Arnethian dc I might!! |
MessageAbandon appoloyon Lucifer Satan demon devil go in the name of the Father the sun holy ghost dear father God continue to give me strength courage knowledge understanding of you also are 400 billion year old history continue to guide me on the left and right tracks continue bless me with angels from above sheild me from the devils of the world universe Amun What the mind know the soul knows. World of ugliness searched for understanding just to find out i was the understanding be thankful for any messages that come from individualities controlled by certain angelic things divine people to physical people be cautious and conscience stay true genuine and trust and believe in god!! Amun |
MessageAbandon appoloyon Lucifer Satan demon devil go in the name of the Father the sun holy ghost dear father God continue to give me strength courage knowledge understanding of you also are 400 billion year old history continue to guide me on the left and right tracks continue bless me with angels from above sheild me from the devils of the world universe Amun What the mind know the soul knows. World of ugliness searched for understanding just to find out i was the understanding be thankful for any messages that come from individualities controlled by certain angelic things divine people to physical people be cautious and conscience stay true genuine and trust and believe in god!! Amun |
Moment of stressI'm just a ghost writing pain within dreams to win lost into misery every where I go all I here is screams I'm haunted world of Halloween spookyness pin in hand drops from eyes bottled up trauma from others heavenly but hells my brother deeply sound hubbering over paper but I'm broke down nothing to write cause my brain is scrambled dogs fight on they on how can you charge a brother shaking my head like damn ready to releast 40 caps to the sky but instead I show love to the paper I'm hubbering down on . PERIOD! |
HoodTrill to begin with blessed to see hell trapped minded consciously under control patient like the globe birds fly while bullets fly triggers squeeze blood splashes sirens ring gasps of air spins from revolvers tight hand black hoody frowned face look in my eyes what's goody!! Tmartin the poet! |
writeDo yo crime speak ya story different category bloods crips thugs that trip shotys with pumps glocks for punks riders and chumps cwalks bwalks side talks bloods and crips bloods and crips thugs that trip tragedies old and haunted robbers murders slick talkers playas pants hang low good smoke bi**hs who know how 2 bag dope just a lil something i wrote pen stop ink gone! |
deepestfortunes stole lost in a world of lies homicide crys fear in single mother eyes only the real realize cold chills from cold days no pay blood dayz hammers pushing wigs back senseless murders kidnapping drug overdosed needles thrown outhoop days school days fresh braids dice games fresh js young had to get it survival slugs through doors never truly loved gody but trapped behind devil doors! 1love |
viewliving in unpleasant nature sad story living glory bad category life firey chapter i survived dipping my hand in fire dead dont understand gods chosen man mirror pain saved but haunted devils kids no discipline born rich man screamed out but no answer i guess they death at hearing!! peace! |
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