Love Crook

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I close my eyes to ease my mind. I count to 20. Counting to 10 just wont do it. My mind is far beyond that stage. I close my eyes to unwind. My body becomes motionless as my head hang low as thoughts invade my mind and the words that I write at this second I was thinking within those twenty seconds. My emotions stole my heart like a crook in the night. My heart dont beat no Mo' (more) my emotions stole my soul like a lion hunting its prey. IM the PREY! I stumble trying to find my way. Blackness surrounds me. I cant see the hurt that is being done to me, but I can feel it. I can feel it! My emotions are killing me slowly. Like A murderer sneaking up behind me stabbing me in the back repeatedly. Choking on my own blood. Drowning in my tears. Hiding from my fears. I breathe in and exhale slowly. In and out In and out In and out Will my next breath be my last? Im in somewhat of a trance. Fighting to regain counsciousness of my mind. Panic flow thru my veins. Everything slows down. This and that.... That and this going thru my mind. Ive been hiding this pain. Ive been concealing a fear. The day that you stop loving me!!! The day that another woman steal your heart! The day you care for another woman more than you care for me! My emotions stole my heart like a crook that prances around at night. Im numb...... Im paralyzed.....