i wear my heart on my sleeve and i have a tendency to get hurt in the end
being in the care of ones who do not give a fu(k
i have to stop making myself available
have him seek me out
with the guidance of the man upstairs
retreat
focus on me
instead of trying to be in love with someone
i've struggled with this dilemma for a long time
picking people who arent ready for anything
besides a one night stand
i've had my share of those and i'm looking for more
i guess im mature beyond my years
or
im not as prepared as i like to think
i'll figure it out
one way or another