I dreamt last night, a vivid dream of me, I was in a lost city, Lord have pity, on me and in his mercy I hoped I would be found, but the city was nameless non-stop noises so if I screamed no one would hear a sound, everyone I passed wouldn't stop to talk to me, like I was an alien lost in outer mystery, they eyes stared unaware yet none would approach, I knew then I was in the city of dreams and lost hope, I found myself wandering aimlessly unforgiving trying to cope, I searched far and beyond lost with no where to go, no one to talk to accept God who I knew wouldn't show, suicide was the only way out this was too much enduring pain, I've suffered enough I thought feeling quite deranged, I went to the roof of the tallest building feeling all out of hope, thinking me a nd death have a destiny anyway so it;s time we should elope, I took a deep breath and leaped off falling I awoke,
ElroyKen
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY ElroyKen
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I look the devil in the 👀Not a great decision maker, not alwayz wise, but I always look the devil in the eyes, justice is missing the truth disguised by lies, God is distant but ever present, I've learned no better lesson, I look the devil in the eyes, I might be nervous and scared as hell, if you dont try you can never tell, even if you fail its all in the process of sucess but I advise, always look the devil in the eyes, I make fear fear and I keep the devil on his toes , when there is a rumble through the rubble the fake gets exposed, and thru the fire and the smoke I will be the one to have arose, I look the devil in the eyes like I am striking a pose, I fo it with ease like changing my clothes, nay sayers I loath, the weak and indecisive I despise, don't alwsys take the easy route look the devil in his eyes. |
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