I’m a highly revolutionary missionary
Using the words of my mental dictionary
Using all kinds of diction
To destroy any and all kind of friction
And my prediction
Is that there will ALWAYS be
Someone to try to smother my thoughts
Laugh at the fights that I’ve fought
Or understand the wisdom that I sought
But I will get the last laugh when I see their souls get caught
Not for naught
That’s not something that I’m seeking or having it sought
I just know that my soul can not be bought!
And no one will ever feel the pain I felt
Only one who feels my pain
Is to the God of heaven
To whom I kneel and knelt
He lets the sun rise on my face
This man of pathetic disgrace
I USED TO pray without delay
That my birth from His memory he would quickly erase
For I had fallen too many times
Blown so many minds
Hurt deep in my soul too many times
Never really saw
Or even understood all the heavenly signs
But now I know His grace is mine
I am one with the mind of the divine
For He graciously gives me the gift to powerfully articulate when I speak
To both the humble and all of the meek
So that I do not spit so discreet
Neither so organized or neat
But the devil could never have me, neither ever have me defeat(ed)
He could never defeat me
He has already retreated
Because I inhale Christ
Today it’s been done more than thrice
Inhalation is done in the form of deep prayer and provoked meditation
And the blood of the lamb is what’s always on my mind
He took away my pain
My strain, my hatred, anger, and self-disdain
No longer do I think I can self-sustain
For it is Christ who sustains, and contains the entire universe in His hands
As He waves His hands and slowly manipulates THIS CLAY
To be molded to be the man
Who fulfills and lives up to His ultimate divine master plan
He is the ONLY reason that I still remain
I am somehow still sane upon this earthly plane
Because I’ve unified my brain
With the divine brain and mind
He makes my life easier to comprehend
And gave me an important message to send
He told me to make sure to warn
The world should be cold or hot
But to make sure that none are lukewarm!
Be cold or hot as they both could be therapeutic
But to be lukewarm
Is like listening to disorganized demonic music
For He will spew you
Out of His mouth for such lack of flavor & distaste
He will hang your soul on the balance
And stare directly into your soul and face
There ain’t any toughness or verbal roughness
With the divine being whom created everything we know
Not including all we don’t know or can’t even see
He looks down on image worship as pure blasphemy
Sacrilegious philosophical ideology
Will bring His wrath upon all of humanity swiftly
But He continues to restrain His wrath on the world
Because He truly desires to save every man, woman, boy and little girl!
And it is my duty
To not let myself get all two shoes goody
Gotta pull down the cloak of my hoody
And SPEAK TO ALL on the same playing field
And not act all obnoxious and snooty!
So take a moment to acknowledge His name
Glorify the Son of God
Because for YOU He thus came
He was willing to die for all of us
While we yet still cursing His name
Knowing He would die for even those
Who choose and chose
To speak and act so ugly and profane
But His willingness to die was for a much deeper purpose
So I can convey that not a single soul in this earth
Has a life that is worthless
You can try to hate or even
Spend the rest of your time trying to curse this
But because of His grace
I no longer have the character flaws & emotional curses
That made me feel unlovable and completely worthless!
He took away my bad side that was full of enmity
That made Him my greatest enemy
And all the while He was loving me
And not even considering to be condemning me
And so illustratively
I no longer speak of His love or His grace hesitatingly
Knowing that in these last few hours of the clock and its winding
Satan will swing his hardest to show me he is hating me
And there’s no debating see
Because Jehovah looks at me and now sees Jesus due to His blood
And He now is consecrating me
He justifies my life through the blood of His son
And even though the battle seems to be lost
The war has already been won!
SkTzO