Hiding myself away from the light covering my smile with a cloth oh do tight
Crying on my pillow every night wondering why , why was a creature like me blessed to breath going through the abuse of so many who was suppose to love me shelter me comfort me, protect me from ask the hurt, for years I wonder was it a such thing such a person for me
I've tried the suicide, the cutting off my wrist really believing in my mind that a person like that really didn't exist, after giving up for so many years my heavenly father finally dried my tears
He sent you into my life and assured me everything would be alright finally made me understand to or my trust in him and not man I understand that go through things for a reason, but if you forget where your blessings come you'll continue to go through things season after season.
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Ak rio says: Sounds like you're expressing from the inside |
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loverMRB says: I try thanks for taking time to read my work |
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2b2b2 says: Excellent....thanks....soooo very true....ONE |
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loverMRB says: Your welcome when I write I try to keep it real to let my viewers feel emotions when the read my story |
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DallasCowgirl says: This is some great work!! |
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY loverMRB
thank youTrying to find the right words to say thank you Thank you for putting your trust in me giving me a chance For as long as i can remember i have felt so alone like Dorothy in the wizard of oz trying to find my way back home it felt like i was on a merry go round that kept going round and round in my head i was dizzy not knowing which way to go, for almost three years i didn't know as time went on i tried to give up but something inside wouldn't allow me. Just one random day a woman walked my way and asked me to pray then i began to believe that our father still believed in me Mrs Mary Ann you gave me a chance and with that i will forever feel like I'm in dept i don't have much to give but my success i will not let you down with you believing in me i will not make you frown. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to the depth of my soul thank you for closing the hole. Thank you  |
UnderstandingI never understood why you were so strict I never understood what tough love meant Until the day God called you home and I had to stand on my own two feet, it's been ten years since I've felt your warm arms around my body or you telling me to get myself together because you won't be here forever boy did I think you were playing I never thought that you would actually not be here with me I miss you more and more everyday, missing all the words of encouragement that you use to give me day after day I know now momma you only wanted the best for me,I was just trying to grow too fast and being dumb to see, when you told me understand me know because when I'm gone I won't be able to hear your I'm sorry while I'm laying on the ground My heart hurt so bad everyday but I know I'll see you again someday until then I wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY I'll celebrate your day until our father come to reunite us one day |
Why do you love meWhy do you love Outs it my smile It's it my hair Are you sure your not pretending to care. Look in my eyes tell me what you see Honestly it's it humanly possible for you to tell me that you love me Why do you love me Is it the color of my eyes or the soft whisper of my voice speaking too you with the softness of my mind, clearly let me know your not use to realness, time after time the kind of love I throw in your face daddy after day The sound you hear when I try to assure you that your heart is safe, safe in the palm of my hand I hold you letting you know I appreciate you for being my man The truth is tag my heart has had some aches, but ask of our good has the most weight All if our struggles let me know your not here by mistake your my lover my friend that's why I have the question and I ask you again Why do you love me??????? |
UnityUnity what is it? black white it don't matter the color of our skin, when we get a cut our scrape we really can't discriminate we are equal So why are we so harshly judge and singled out we all make mistakes as humans, we've all told a lie, or broke a crime big our large because were not perfect so why is it that the black society get gunned down on a weekly basis like we're worthless, when is the freedom really going to began and we quit upsetting the man that gave his only begotten son, he was beaten and torched for all our sins, it really shouldn't be hard for us to try and make a mend Come on people lets stop all the violence lets show or seeds what a unity really should be lets make a change Let's make Unity |
a real understandingHiding myself away from the light covering my smile with a cloth oh do tight Crying on my pillow every night wondering why , why was a creature like me blessed to breath going through the abuse of so many who was suppose to love me shelter me comfort me, protect me from ask the hurt, for years I wonder was it a such thing such a person for me I've tried the suicide, the cutting off my wrist really believing in my mind that a person like that really didn't exist, after giving up for so many years my heavenly father finally dried my tears He sent you into my life and assured me everything would be alright finally made me understand to or my trust in him and not man I understand that go through things for a reason, but if you forget where your blessings come you'll continue to go through things season after season. |
Blind foldIt's all clear what I truly have here it was here all the time but my blind fold left me blind after losing everything that ever meant something to me I swore to never been hurt again I asked God to and me a friend after years of waiting and then finally meeting you I had doubt I never thought my dreams would cone true you were so kind so sweet and really neat, pants weren't hanging to low and when you touched our kissed me it was slow, you took your time as if you were saying baby girl your mine, you traveled miles just to make me smile and from that day on I knew,I knew you were my man, my friend, my lover to the end It took a while for me to see what my Lord and savior had sent to me ask the doubts were always right in front of me. |
The reason whycan't make you want me But I can continue to love you I can't make you love me if you don't But I can continue telling you and showing you that your the only man I need I can't make you stay but I will continue showing you that you mean the world to me until the end of my dying day You ask the question why won't I leave why won't I give up And the answer to that is because I know deep down inside you really do love me and you really do care you just have your guard up because of your past, Your past hurts, your past lies, I'm sorry to let you know that I'm going to continue loving, caring and continue holding and nurturing you until the day I die. That's the reason why |
The truth hurtsWe ask for the truth but when we get the truth it hurts my heart hurts but then it feels great because the truth came before to late before you acted on your lust for others am I mad no sad because my selfish ways wanted you all for me, for eternity to live happily, happily ever after of knowing your mine, but knowing now that others has had your time, time to get to know you show you things that maybe I failed at that pushed you their way, anger oooh how anger go through my heart my mind wonder if I really wasted your time or mine trying to live a life with a wonderful man like you. My heart hurts knowing that my love wasn't enough for you, I'm mad because I felt like I held you back from living your life, am I mad no sometimes the truth just hurt oh how the truth hurts |