I hide my pain with a smile mostly what I have done since a child was always told not to speak of what truly was bothering me
Beside who would believe me that's what was put in my head from the time it began for years I thought it was okay to take abuse from a man that was love to me, hell it stayed in my family I always felt love started in the family, but I never felt love it hurt, hurt to the point of me always feeling sad I have up for three years prayed to my God and put it in his hand I said what ever you see fit for me send it to me once daddy of feeling like it will never happen I ran into you and the sky got brighter on a rainy day smiling while you tried to find the words to say
You were my star that came from the sky at night, to kiss me to assure me everything would be alright
That's why still this day I thankful for the pain, without the pain I would know how to respect your love....
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From pain to love
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Ak rio says: Very deep I can feel your pain in your words |
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loverMRB says: Thank you |
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DallasCowgirl says: Tuching!! |
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kingqadardwon' says: Deep write. Thanks for sharing |
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From pain to loveI hide my pain with a smile mostly what I have done since a child was always told not to speak of what truly was bothering me Beside who would believe me that's what was put in my head from the time it began for years I thought it was okay to take abuse from a man that was love to me, hell it stayed in my family I always felt love started in the family, but I never felt love it hurt, hurt to the point of me always feeling sad I have up for three years prayed to my God and put it in his hand I said what ever you see fit for me send it to me once daddy of feeling like it will never happen I ran into you and the sky got brighter on a rainy day smiling while you tried to find the words to say You were my star that came from the sky at night, to kiss me to assure me everything would be alright That's why still this day I thankful for the pain, without the pain I would know how to respect your love....  |
ConfusedThe day I met you felt like I had walked into heaven, you were exactly what I always dreamed a man would be someone who'd love me just for me I went through life believing things could never be right someone to love me yeah right it took two broken hearts four kids and me almost getting a bid to find you walking in the rain trying wash away my pain I ran into you my soul mate my best friend my partner in crime until the end of time We were strong for so long we've walked away came back walked away and came back time after time Until I thought my life was nothing but a train wreck you saved me more then once, you made me open my eyes and stop believing the lies that everyone was telling me you showed me that no one wanted it to be a you and me, you made it possible even when I tried to push you away because I felt like I wasn't good enough for you, and you still did by me, that's when I realised that Love is for me because I have you |