Her presence pulls me in like gravity
I'm slipping into the depths of insanity
I guess this is where life's banishing me
I've been down this road many times before
I should've known what was waiting in store
I attract confusion so I must be confused
Allowing myself to be beaten and used
I gave her love, ideas, advice and facts
Trying to build something that just might last
I was searching for hope and put her above me
Wanting so much for someone to just love me
Living for someone else and not for myself
Giving her my all, while losing my health
I had hope and many ideas and dreams
Apparently though, nothing's as it seems
I gave her my best but it wasn't enough
When the going gets tough it really is rough
Words tell stories but actions speak louder
Sometimes I wish that I never found her
I'm feeling lonely, unappreciated, and hopeless
And only God and me really know this
I hope one day while she's out enjoying
She realizes all the good she's destroying