I sit around with a moment to myself as my mind starts to fade in to a deep thought of what I would like to be and what I have become in this life....I see myself as a lost , lonely and scared little girl , so scared to be myself , lost in my own thoughts scared to release the beast with in myself knowing it will come to life and I might just lose that lost little girl along the way....could that be a bad thing ? or could it be the best thing that to happen to me? im ready to say good bye to this lost little girl and hello to the beast in me...