ME is trying to break free...instead it's being made oblivious by this other monster, this lusting savage that is never satisfied ravaging all forms of positivity....including me ...I fight to break free from this captivity but the vices used for restraint....are much too strong...what does this vicious being want from me??? Who am I, that you can't let me be me?? Am I not good enough? Is who I am so poor in sustenance that you refuse me of my true self??
You attack me, you taunt me, you abuse me....everyday, as if insuring I could never speak up even if I tried....is who I am that repulsive to your very nature that you insist on ensuring a life of misery?? A life placated by Another.........
...All in one body.
Yet when I finally feel Life, feel ME and manage to detach myself from this obliterating darkness....I run back to it....my death... like a dope feign...
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In Prison with no Bars
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In Prison with no BarsME is trying to break free...instead it's being made oblivious by this other monster, this lusting savage that is never satisfied ravaging all forms of positivity....including me ...I fight to break free from this captivity but the vices used for restraint....are much too strong...what does this vicious being want from me??? Who am I, that you can't let me be me?? Am I not good enough? Is who I am so poor in sustenance that you refuse me of my true self?? You attack me, you taunt me, you abuse me....everyday, as if insuring I could never speak up even if I tried....is who I am that repulsive to your very nature that you insist on ensuring a life of misery?? A life placated by Another......... ...All in one body. Yet when I finally feel Life, feel ME and manage to detach myself from this obliterating darkness....I run back to it....my death... like a dope feign...  |
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Our fate.With a heart so big it aches for every chance of reciprocation, yet still rejected. Inserting the next bullet wound.... Does she die??? No bc with a heart so big its expected, with plenty of space for more... For us with hearts bigger than our thoughts. We are the target and the world is our daggers... Is death our fate, creeping silently, after it's all said and done?? Or is there more to our story?....to be continued... |
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