I was stuck in control cruise
Feeling and pointing at my brazened bruise
I still believe I will get good news
I don’t need to get it from the pulpit or pews
Faithful ‘til completed
He will not let you get defeated
He will force the devil to have retreated
You made obvious when you try to have indicated
I found ways to justify and have vindicated
Satan took his time to have instigated
I never allowed him to have reiterated
Jesus came
To take my shame
My pain
Mold the thoughts of my brain
Create in me
A little bit of sanity
Destroy all my self righteousness and vanity
'Selling soul'
Through a lyrically inclined transcendent flow
Just so you know
It is God that flows through my veins
As it is He who quite easily sustains
For through and by Him
All things are held together and are self contained
For even my level of stress is suppressed
Cause even at moments I feel vexed, perplexed or overly stressed
I know in the depth of my spirit
That I am metaphysically blessed
I went to Him and wholeheartedly confessed
And from that moment forward
He told me that whatever I write or recite shall be blessed
And although at times I look back at past rhymes
And see how back then I digressed
Even in moments when I thought I progressed
This arduous road I’ve trodden made me slightly rotten
Personality twisted
Mentally evicted
But now 100% spiritually convicted!
My road is a massive quasar load
Explosive pain
Implosive reign
I have learned through my infirmities
I am not infinite neither can I self sustain
In Gods hands I chose and still choose to remain
Evangelized
Criticized
Rejuvenated
Self taught & personally educated
Dropped out of college
The gift of God permeated
Confusion was reinstated
My life for many years was horribly devastated
God is an omnipotent monument of divine eminence
His presence alone is my current state of home
Jesus Christ
Is and was
The truth, the way and the life
He came to take up our eternal shame
So He could be separated from the divinity of self
And we could be united with God
And place our old selves upon a dust covered shelf
SkTzO