Shame and malice... hoping while auspiciously believing
My spirit - God will soon be receiving
I suffer the devils anger and malice
Because one day soon, I will drink from Gods heavenly chalice
Live up in His kingdom in His palace
To all of you
I’m a wild child of the late seventies and early eighties
Grew up knowing nothing but chasing ladies
I was sort of like an addict
And never thought I would be back at it
I try not to any longer fret it
I don’t even sweat it
Even though my old self is hard to ever forget it
He tries to resurrect but I don’t let it
I hold him down by suppression
He knows me well enough to bring out my aggression
There are times I feel a tad bit of depression
But I’ve learned my lesson
Him, no longer around is the greatest blessing!
I am now only elevating and highly progressing
This I s my blessing to the reader
I lead because I was 'born a leader'
I used to 'follow the leader' then I became one
I am now a leader
Although right now I still follow one
His name is Jesus Christ
He is the infinite Son
He chose me due to my life lessons degree
To speak forth His Holy Decree
Because I’m blessed to cursed the devil in me
So I quickly disperse a verse of a lyrical hearse
Because the devil has been hurting me
And what’s worse than me is the other me
The other guy who loves to lie and make me cry
He is covered up in ashes but he is still within
He is the very reason I still fall down to SIN
The things I desire to do are the things I do not always achieve
The things I detest are the things that force me to believe
For to believe is how I will receive
And to believe that I receive then I will retrieve
But the enigmatic sinful addict in me
He is suppressed yet not fully dead as I hear him in my head
He sometimes speaks for me automatic
Automatically
Systematically
No longer hypothetically
But literally
Spewing poisonous words he doesn’t curb
For he knows my thoughts as he covers most of my verbs
My nouns are highly pronounced as pronouns
He was lost then found and stood firm on his ground
Thus I was no longer bound
But he still lingers sniffing like a blood hound
For he does linger
Pointing his finger
Causing internal struggle and hate
He knows my insecurities so he easily berates
Defamation of my character
My pain fills him with laughter
Because his full resurrection is what he’s after
So I pray more than diligently
But willingly wanting to no longer waver
I speak in pleading form to my savior
To help me savor
The spiritual flavor
Of the light
Light like likeness
The devil uses my old self to bring out the spite-ness
He will cause me to scream 'just bite this'!
He can not out flight this
Even though every day he continues to fight this
He spews forth his hatred and anger
Like an insecure thuggish abandoned foster child ganster!
But he knows how to prank
For his thoughts are my think tank
He knows how to make my heart sink
Because there are many times when he made it sank
But the Lord my God I praise & thank
Thankful for the handful of prosperity
I glorify His name of divinity with sincerity
For I now see my entire past, present and future with clarity
Such a simplistically superficial song of supercedence
For Christ is NOW my creed
My credence
He bled and now I'm bleeding
Constantly dieing and always feeding
Daily begging for the Spirit
To offer me divine merit
When I pray
By faith I am confident the lord does hear it
Satan
Continues his angered slander & hating
Berating
Verbally defecating
High capacity to be suspiciously concentrative!
Suspect
In retrospect I detect he is basic
He molds malicious mal-ware to tidy up his lies
Yet he still defies the lord up on high
As I continue to try
Have my old man continuously die
He still works hard to try
But he tries because he knows I no longer fall to simple lies
He tries because he knows my old man forever dies
No life yet not life cessation
The eventual equation
Is Jesus Himself will replace him!
SkTzO