I don't talk much cuz,
Nobody hears me,When nobody hears me,They don't see me,Ignored like a dead floating fish,Nobody can save me,Fine then I abruptly say to thyself,Screw every soul that I consider alive,Away to anyone who blows a smile at me,Excuse my behavior all of sudden...,No!,Excuse your behavior that I tolerated since my existence began,Leave me be I need no help from trouble that caused effect,Everyone be happy in your place of hell that you danced your way to,I have no more hands to throw out,I have no sympathy to deliver,I lost love when I threw my heart away,Along with burning my emotions into the atmosphere,I walked away quietly rebalancing thyself somewhere near this beautiful island,I will call home,More than just sand,More than waving waters at my feet,Sweeter than cut coconuts juice with a pretty straw,Calmer than the trees breezed in a restful evening,Prettier than the morning sunrise til the heavenly sunset,More rhythmic than dem girls hips sway to a reggae beat,More deeper than a poetic revolutionary black brotha, I know what I am,What I like,What fits me physically and emotionally,What makes me smile even through the bad,Who I love to the endless of time,What's ok to accept and keep it moving,I say less now because it's just cheap,I rather work to earn what's owed to me,Graciously and humbling to my soul,I only live for me now,For my own universe.
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