The beginning

The beginning

Broken Souls

Once Upon a Time

I wanna understand your feelings..

But my mind screaming ,

"No f**ks given"

I wanna listen to your heart.

The rhythm it beats

And I want to march in line to your beating heart

& connect with you once again

And Be the conductor of this two man band

However Im left without any legs to stand

& now im using both my hands

And on both of them stands two middle fingers standin straight at attention.

And did I forget to mention?

My.ears are turned off. too the. bull.s**t

You try to. breathe in to. existence...

My lips incoherent too love

My.eyes wont look you in the face

Because The truth runs away

And its soon replaced by another b**ch that stole her space.

Like motel 6 she left the lights on--Your lies shine bright

Brighter than the Attraction that begs me too stay...

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The nerve of you

you thought you had me fooled

With your Cruel intentions,

You evil genius you.

Poisoning my mind.

Apple of my eyes

Had me going blind to the sight of you.

Going deaf to the talks and thoughts of you

Going numb

My feelings couldn't feel nothing but for you.

The s**t I did for you

And the s**t you didn't for me

You couldn't see nothing through

But you could see your way to the other side

and hide your feelings in another's bush.

Rattling my cages

Gagin what you could get away with.

and away you went

To do your dirt

You got buried in.

Caught with the Shovel in hand

Digging on fresh land

Like my soil turned into sand.

And your love couldn't grow on this land.

So busy plannin and scheming

You couldn't see the dream in me

But preferred the nightmares that laid over...

Seperation

I wrote these words so that you could find me

For when I speak these words they will be forever intertwined in the atmosphere

So that we will be forever connected through time and space 

6 degrees of separation

However my separation never separate

Like the master hands of time they always re align

Over time they may unwind, unravel

This journey of ours is not well traveled or even a mapped out plan

However here I am

I will forever stand the test of time

I will never hit that rock

Bottomless pit is where my love will grow though

So you can find me in the air you breathe

Let my words fill your world.

Let these words be your oxygen.

Have comfort in the strength of a well written thesis

Thank You

I love to love

But hate to be loved

Feelings of deserved nothings

Makes me question the existence of your feelings

As I try to sleep in your arms of peacefulness

Daydreaming of the horrors that used to define me

I am easily awaken and to my surprise you're still right beside me

I wonder, I often ponder why are you still behind my campaign

And how come you let your love reign down on me, over me, and between me

And it amazes me how

Your heart doesn't bleed over me but embraces me

And how over time I could find myself letting you love me with no objections and no oppositions

And how I can now march to the sound of your beat

Your heart beats slow

so that I can keep up with your tempo

Never demanding more than what I can handle.

I love you always seemed like a simple antidote to calm the airways

When enough a...

The One That Got Away

I know, I know

I’ve made some mistakes in the past.

And I know, I know

You live, you learn, and you grow

And I know, I know

Your past doesn’t define you.

And I know, I know

What you do in the future makes you.

I know, I know

When you look at me

You see, you see

All the fragmented pieces that puzzle you.

I try, I try

Piece by piece

Inch by inch

To let you piece me

This mystery, confined within this box.

With the picture displayed,

But the puzzle don’t fit together.

It’s not the same.

And I know, I know

You get frustrated

With all the puzzle pieces that make me.

But I know, I know

You tried, you tried

And you thought, you thought

You had me figured.

But only to see me crumble

With th...