Feeling mistreated and nearly defeated
I’m feeling angered & heated
Knowing God is idly watching
All the while the devil still has not retreated
Emotionally depleted
Only hurt is secreted
Excreted pain from my veins
Verbalizing all of my strain
All the while still eating of Gods grain
On the brink of going insane
On this third dimensional plane
Can’t stop these thoughts in my brain
Satan is working so hard to bring me to the ground
I was lost but then I was found
And now like a blood hound
He’s working the clock all around
Sometimes without any sight
Or any sound
He takes me to hell
Even though I thought I was heaven bound
Satan just wants to take my life away
Trying to make me fall and stray
All the while I can hardly pray
Because the echoes of tears
Are covering Gods whispers to my ears
I’ve suffered for too many years
I’ve lost too many peers
Feels like I’m constantly being cut
By life’s double bladed sheers
Seems like the devil knows just what to do
To grind all my gears
He tries to forcefully take hold of my life steers
Forcing me non diplomatically
To make me think God is mad at me
When he is quite possibly not even glad for me
The devil is working and I question where could be God
This pain I suffer internally & externally make my emotions feel kind of odd
My spirit of joy has been coerced to cry and was joyfully robbed
Thrown to the way side just like trash
While I fight against the hash
When m y own teeth I grind them and gnash
My own head I wanna bash
Go out and just lash
Wipe the last tear from my eye lash
The devil nearly had me decapitated
But some where along the line God got me elated and elevated
Because His name I never desecrated
So my aborted and distorted position
From anger to joy I have now traded
A brand new me inside of me
Is what God created
The old life of mine has now nearly faded
No longer can I feel agitated or aggravated
The devil and his followers got me hated
Spit upon my crown covered in rhinestones
Living in a triangular home made of lime stone
God speaks to me inside of my dome
Fills me with fuel to over come the obstacle
As I race in this race
Between faith & disgrace
My persona has changed to a man of service in churches
While I conveniently find methods of which God disperses
Blessings and curses
For it is God whom speaks through this mortal shell
Offering a glimpse of heaven while we live on this planet hell
No need to try to sell the trumpet or bell
For the trumpet is blow through the lyrics
Of spirit that offer truth filled with eternal merit
I’m a gift in itself
Meant to be treasured on this earth
Since the day of my birth
It just happens to be I just recognized my own worth
I’m not a man filled with a curse
I’m not going to fulfill the path that Adam engraved
And I will not allow myself to be a slave to the things that I crave
For even though I may fall
His hand is always reaching and all
To help lift me up to stand tall
And helps me to do a balancing act
Upon this planet earth ball
And to help me knock down my enemies
Or if I end up in front of a wall
So although recently
I thought the devil was defeating me
Because I truly felt nearly defeated
God gave me a heart transplant along with a new mind
So new rhythmic words I could find
So I could offer the sight of Jesus to all of the blind
And I was placed here to help all of them find
The only way, truth and life that could make them sublime
Make them live up to their prime
Give them blessings upon blessings with good use of their time
So God has taken His time
To bless me with word usage in my mind
So don’t refuse the ability to choose to no longer defuse
Because Satan is the author of confusion
Because he loves to confuse
His demons it does enthuse
But we all know that in the end
We all know who will eventually lose!
SkTzO