Psychotically calculated and highly methodical
I’m a child of God yet I’ve never taken my sabbatical
Looked down upon because my perspective is possibly erratic but never radical
Spit upon for my chosen spewed forth too intellectually refined grammatical
Considered unworthy & dirty
Because I am filled with spiritual scurvy
Knowing that only Christ can truly hurt me
But my faith makes me confident that He would never desert me!
So my flow of intelligence is highly detrimental to those
Who know and don’t me
Because the waves created by this sadistic
Pragmatically linguistic and factually realistic dogmatic being
Is that I spit my experiences of what I was and am currently feeling, hearing, or seeing!
My calculated timeline of this rhyme brings me to the fact that there must be a memorized verse and biblical line
That at some point in time was embedded in my mind and got me refined to the point of becoming sublime
Not a man of grotesque imagery or spoken wizardry
For no wizard speaks anomalies of alchemy
For his own hierarchy within a preordained monarchy
To suffer the destiny of false pretense overthrow of an anarchy
Confusion
The masses are currently losing
Because of their own inner turbulence and psychological unconscious choosing
But now that I have arrived
I will bless the spiritually and emotionally deprived
Only for as long as my God, my lord and savior
Continues to keep me alive
For although I still labor meticulously to strive
I shall not use my method of calculated living to bribe
For grammar has not so long ago become my lovely bride
I married her for the love of who she is and always will be
For she promised me the ability and capability
To endure schisms through word wars of misery
For even she no longer remains an enigmatic misery
But I continue to remain a man nearly mundane and slightly sane
A highly complicated and accomplished spiritual ventriloquist
The puppets are the angelic beings with much wisdom do their sharing
Through the God reveals His divine parental caring
And what they speak to me I am more than daring
For I write and then vocally repeat what the angelic fleet of the elite
Speak to me to repeat so that through Gods wisdom through them to me
Can very easily defeat the world’s mundane financial thieves and not do it discreet
Not much further into the future shall I soon pass
And when I do then my personality and character will be clear as glass
But until then, until when
I shall continue to work diligently and with fervent urgency
Until gods decides to remove or enlarge my brains systemically fibrous mass
And although He can I can not claim to know
That He would remove my multiple auto immune sicknesses and brain masses
So in the mean time I allow god to use me like an instrument
And to some I could help be their spiritual glasses
So, to end this rhyme of high frequency and tactically precise calculations
I pray that all reading will momentarily if not eternally lose their minds stress & vexation
For God has become the blood inside of me that which is in circuitry type circulation
And He grants me the power, the wisdom and skill
To live up to and reflect His divine spiritual emulation.
SkTzO