My heart is pounding me
I’m losing my grounding see
My Physicality is superficiality in this reality
God don’t be getting mad at me
Give me peace and tranquility in the midst of my weakened humanity
Although my past is filled with grotesque profanity
Speaking with such inhumane vanity
I need you to give me true spiritual sanity
Help uplift the spirit in me to build up my humanity
Create in me a supernatural metaphysicality
Like a super highway
I wanna take the high way
Let Him light your way
Until your very last day without disagreeing saying nay!
Go hard at work but go harder at play
Oh lord, you offer such gracious hospitality
While I get naughty and snotty
My hair is getting knotty
Tied up like my terrified tongue twisted body
I need your blood flowing inside if me
Because I know that you died for me
The devil doesn’t hide from me
But people do confide in me
Lucifer keeps trying me
He continues his reminding me
That you may just be ignoring and denying me
Lord restrain, and keep him held back
For there is so much faith that I continue to lack
He builds more boulders and mountains
And places them in my path and onto my already broken back
I can no longer take the burden or slack
Please take it
My strength
I can longer fake it
Grab the pain
And my heart please do not forsake it
For I do not want to be a man who is self righteous
But desire to be a man who reflects Christs likeness
For I know as a human I could be the nicest
But that will not grant me salvation
For salvation was not bought by me
But it was purchased because God wanted to prove we were not worthless
And now that I focus on Christ and follow the path of the Lord
Satan does what he can to jerk this
Drive me crazy with berserkness
Make me feel like the father would easily desert this
So he works fervently to hurt this
Not only financially but on an emotional frequency
For Satan is just a spiritual behemoth at sea
And because I know that my spiritual flow
Does not allow me to shine but merely glow
And my earthly wisdom does not compare to the wisdom of above So I can’t ever really grow
I will still try to my utmost human energy
To create, develop and nurture mutual synergy
Try to unite my minimal light with the delight
And hopefully
Christ will give me not only strength but His divine might
Give me power to sanitize my thoughts
Help me recognize I am not only taken but bought
Divinely purchased to offer him my gifts for service
To help others
Fathers, mothers, sisters and brothers
For all are in the vision field of the almighty
And with Christ living inside of me
I will speak with grand power
And tear down those who speak haughty
And who are so intellectually and metaphysically flighty
For the almighty
Shall break asunder and then remold
That which is suffocating and dieing of the spiritual cold
For He will take the clay and remold as it is His greatest desire
So only through and by His love and mercy
We can actually surpass achievements on many levels
To a level that is beyond what we even consider to be higher.