There are days I’m just feeling so really down and depressed
I try to find the best words and actions to help me express
I feel the strain and palpitations made from the heart in my chest
I look up and question why He allows so much of this stress
I know I have to let go and stop consistently rhyming my thoughts
So this will be my first take at that
I feel so angered and yet fueled
I am with my own self in a constant duel
And like a duo
Causing the flames of igniting passion of ambition
We can all begin to the see the smoke, umo!
I really just enjoy the ability to provide
The day that was taken
I felt like my purpose to live had just instantaneously died!
I can not fathom continually existing
With this level of stress
I pray for more fire
More fuel
Strength and power to continue
To go on and move mountains with my mustard seed faith
Shake ocean tectonics with my lyrics
The heavens drop the stars for the power of my breath
For my breath is His spirit
And His spirit is calling out to the world
The lost, come home!
Come to me those who are weary
And I
Speaking Christs words
Go to Him and He will give you rest
Dont take your time to feel unrest
And His love detest
I pray you choose wisely rather than mess with your level of stress
None of us have to suffer and deal with the stress of every day life
All alone, perplexed, afraid and/or hateful
Do not spite the pearls
But please do smite the fist that curls
Ground shaking
Foundational breaking
Unclothed from filth in spirit
Become white as the snow that falls in winter
Allow the glimmer of His might
Ignite
Refute what only does pollute
Do not get confused with simplicity
For the world has complicated the simplicity of salvation
Come as you are
Go to Christ as you currently are
The father awaits with a smile
Satan is waiting to poison with His demonic highly diabolical bile
But God can turn that bile into something good
As it can be used by God to help you digest the truth
I am a saint yet a sinner
And I am not acting aloof
But being direct as I speak forth His truth
My every endeavor and desire is to teach the truth
Mainly to the hearts, minds and souls of today’s tortured youth
For where there is gain there is always some loss
And where there is loss, gain is found under the ashes of hurt
As long as we look up to the sovereign boss
As much as I have cursed God, His glory and domain
He has been more than patient and willing
When He had every right to have me dismissed and burnt
The annihilation of Eric was and will always be the possibility of my own merit
I fear the Lord with all of my mind, all my heart and soul
But the fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom
The fool who says in his heart there is no God
Ignores the beauty that God painted on the canvas of nature
Stars shaken and falling
I still see God painting & drawing
My daughters smile is Gods joy in my heart
Her awakening in the morning to bless me with her presence
Is just another day God has shown to me His love for me!
I can not ignore nor abhor His love, His presence
And His intervention in my life at moments once ignored…
… Are no more!
For God is Love and Love is God
And I am a walking, talking miracle
To still exist with the opportunity to share
The war of the coming snare
To help others be truly aware
That God not ONLY loves and does sincerely care
But that He was willing to become ONE with humanity to truly emotionally and neurologically feel,
Understand and see as well as hear the results of SIN
So when He would die due to SIN itself
He would be perfected and glorified at an even higher recognized state of perfection
For only perfection could have fulfilled the law to its entirety and ONLY the divine
Only God could live up to and fulfill the wages of SIN and bless us with the opportunity to be ONE with HIM, as He was and IS one with the son... Love the Lord our God for He is ONE!
SkTzO