I am but a fragment of your thoughts
The sight of my being fleeing
Sanctimoniously sight seeing
Laws broken along with the hearts of many
Bruised spirits losing merit
The Spirit of the most high, asking to enter
But not many even hear it
Most ignore or fear it
But I beg you Lord
Cut my sinews and soul with great divine precision
For I fear I can not maintain this decision
So take my current thoughts and solidify it into your throne
Make your heart and mind my eternal home
I want to offer praise
‘Til the end of my days
Which by the look of things
Is not very far but near
I do shed plenty a tear
And I know you are near and could easily hear
Help me not swear
Help me understand that I must remain aware
I thank you because I know you not only exist
But exists to offer your love through me to others
Thank you for being divine
Thank you for being kind
Thank you for unifying my mind with yours
I appreciate that you opened and closed some doors
The doors you had shut in my face
Were going to lead me to a very different path
And a horrible place of disgrace
Thank you
I plead as I bleed
Because I truly have much need
TO not only be emotionally
But spiritually and psychologically freed
Yes indeed
Your presence
Share with me with no hesitance
Your love is my highest desire
And I pray I am of such relevance
Do not allow me top deviate
Reinstate my heart
Tear asunder
Open my spirit and plunder
Fill me with such grand love and wonder
I no longer want to question
I for too long sought for the blessing
But the blessing thought to be in disguise
Has been laid before me
In the very presence of mine eyes
And the gift given
Is not just that I am still breathing & living
But the very little girl you gave me three yrs ago
Helped me to breathe more days than I thought I would ever know
I am ready God
If you deem it necessary to take me
Do not forsake me
You have shaken
So please continue to shake me
Until all evil, malice and wickedness from my heart is gone forever
So on that day of your return
I can be united with you in glory
And live in peace filled with joy…. Together, forever!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
For all honor, glory and praise
Shall frequently & consistently
Come forth out of these lips
Until the end of my days
SkTzO