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Here i am all alone thinking about your presence
And all the late night talks on the telephone
Intimate moments, conversation
I have put myself in a sad situation
But i've come to this conclusion
After countless hours of thoughtful deliberation
I am hopelessly in love with you
It makes no sense to attempt further evasion
of that simple truth
If you only knew
When i look to the beginning
I felt a supernatural influence
suddenly
suspending my mind
Instantaneously capturing my full attention
wiping out even the least desire
To try to attempt a foolish lines
in speaking to you
Not to mention
I was touched by a calming spirit
Before, being almost overcome
by an almost overwhelming sense of
Of the power of your elemental sexuality
And i was scared, so afraid that you might find
That i had all but abandoned the search for that "keeper",
also, a believer of love in life...
Moments like this were never deeper
If you only knew
But the feeling left no doubt it surrounded me with a demand
That i must choose, before...i could even get a glimpse
Of your true spirituality
Too late, then, i found out you'd captured my very heart
From the very start
I could not even know the reason but i felt, already that i knew
We were inseperable and you were, part of me
If you only knew
I, still, cry out for you many sleepless nights
And i don't know what else that i can do...
If you only knew...
My heart cries out in song
As my emotions dance in rhythms, dreams of oceans
Mountains, rivers...sunrises, over distant valleys
It's bringing me to tears, so consistently
I am cast myself into a sea of sadness from which i can't seem to swim free
Almost unbearable for me to endure
If you only knew
This equation i cannot seem to solve
To simplify it only seems to equate in a broken heart for one of us
…or two…
And that i cannot ever seem to do
It makes me want to suspend time and start it all over
To just break all of the rules of heaven and hell
Just to get to you
I feel that whenever you need me
I've must be there for you
If you only knew
Rolled up in my mind where, as a scientist
I am not pretending
With the world in mortal danger one big experiment gone wrong
Has set it spiraling in a deadly spin
Working, spontaneously you are there with me
Working, without rest
Searching for the answer, this is not a test
How i handle this is beyond anything my simple understanding, can comprehend
Still, i coexist
But, if you only knew
You have my heart with you, even now
There's nothing more that i can do
…if you only knew…
I love you more than myself, right now, and there's nothing more that i can do
I will give my all, but i need you too
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