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30 january 2007
I bask, in the ocean of you
Today brought another bright spot
Inspired by you into my life.
It brought with it radiant beams of promise. Coming so strongly
I was simply
…in a word, overwhelmed…
That i had to retire, to return home
To retreat and become immersed
To the comfort of the ocean of you
Taking off my clothing and
To experience the joy, simply of your face with its familiar glow, lighted by loving expressions lay my nakedbetween the sheets and the heavy layers of multiple blankets and warmth clothed myself in the comforting realm of darkness alone in my cold apartment and slept, i waiting like a child for you to come into my life you, my love and i together, again once more tasting loves energy, within a sense of our destiny with subliminal forces at play
Around and about us and in our lives in a way almost surreal,
…as if in another space in time… celebration of the moment
…if even, only to be in our dreams…
Immersed in my thoughts
Your reality had inspired in me
This is a special day for one of any number of reasons being particularly intense, filling my mind and heart with a heartbeat, with a resonance,
I fed upon starving poet, hungry for the words i found in you, opened up my favorite book, my love sonnets basking in the spirit of you then you called to light the spark within my heart and enflame my passions, set fiercely ablaze with loving life in focus in a perfectly executed swan dive played in slow motion
In my mind seeing time stand still
While we laughed and played first like innocent children then, as bold lovers immersed in a world whose rules become reality
As expressed by waves of love
Emanations in its wake more powerful than any alternate reality
As natural as any other
Manifestation or expression of creation displaced by our emotions
Extending through
The entirety of our event horizon
Viewed from the inside out
Lovingly, inspired
By an act of loving
Being a natural expression
In all its beauty of life
Balancing our emotions perfectly
Then, we feel the rush as we plunge forward rushing headlong into the abyss falling together into oblivion
As opposed to falling alone
Falling together
Defying all odds in an act of loves truth as certain as the influence
Overcame all other perceptions
Of reality as you and i
Gathered, running naked thru the spiritual pools of love
If effort to reaffirm
And consummate our vows
To, of, in, for that entity
That runs true to our hearts
True to the spirit of love
What humanity calls gods of love definitions of divinity
Not idolized, but celebrated
For in itself it is true and to itself,
It is love, a higher form of being
Not needing,
Intervention to pursue
Which destroys the sanctity of the act for in its truth it is reality and by its own rights validated, in itself
Vindicated becoming a truth in itself
As i, without hesitation
Dived right on in
…became immersed…
In the
Spiritual oceans
Of loving you
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