making an investment in you
i cannot otherwise see, yield the benefits that i desire in you
…i am lost+confused…
now
not how i feel about you
i am not with you and feel hurt
you are
…the one person…
who i am addicted to emotionally
it has been devastating to me
what these circumstances do to me
you and i, to us
in between
…now and forever…
the love and passion
the lust exists, because i cannot find
what i depend upon you for
in anyone else
i grow more anguished all the time
i do not know what else i can do,
so until i am with you
i will continue to suffer
between love and lust
…without+you…
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