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i should have known
when first we met
that you could never love me,
you just used the words to get
what you wanted of me,
once you sensed my vulnerability
by breaking down my resistance with charm and guile, eventually by your insistence, i dropped my guard
and got past my final barrier
when i accepted being with you
that’s when my troubles began
i saw you as being so beautiful
actually you were uglier than sin
if i knew then what i know now
you’d have never got the time
not even as a friend
you are purely rotten to the core
you never loved me
you just wanted to destroy
what you could never have
in loving+truth, compassion
i think i will call you, hiv
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