Nameless heart
feeling poisoned passion of you
clotting my veins with sculptured lies
bleeding this souls luving nature
sour memories blocking any chance
to become luvers of the future once again
devastated soul living in wake of your schemes
wading across deaths high emotions
fear of drowning in my own desires
eyes swollen shut from lonely tears
sweet mischievous words spoken from a demons tongue
trust torn with shreds of deceit so masterfully played
motivated by barbed wired laced dreams
refuse to be a person I am not within me
gave my luv freely too many times
ousted all of who I once was yesterday
today I'm back to being the soul I once luved
no longer does my craving for you control me
your name no longer imprinted on this heart of mine
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scare of memory
Devilish decisions,
Tempting Ways
A mind driving me to stray.
Broken hearts, shattered mind,
Lonely soul
Oh how i yearn for peace in heart.
Brutal anger flares inside,
Driven by a monster that seems to dwell inside.
He was awoken,
By another mans curse,
Scarred my mind
Never to be Forgotten,
A Memory like this, branding of iron.
Burns to the flesh, in deep memory.
Please help my screaming soul,
My shattered dreams,
My innocence, i did once
Behold of thee.
Saddness and sorrow,
Deep dark in my shattered heart.
How can i break free,
To just remember how thee, two bonnie cherubs used to be..
I yearn for a time,
When i can forget the torturous tempting of anger..
Soul destroying emptiness
Of
Peace of soul and heart
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deep within
Deep within my mind a fantasy life exist,
deep within my tormented soul there's emptiness,
darkness is all around,
in this realm I'm bound,
I'm faraway from home,
completely depressed and alone,
deep within my flesh poison is bubbling,
and my rusted stark bones are quickly crumbling,
my deep wounds never stop bleeding,
the demons deep within me have stopped breathing,
it's gonna take more than one bottle of gin,
to completely fill the void that lies deep within
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thief of my heart
Eyes that make you want to stare into them forever.
Eyes that allow you to see its soul...
The most perfect SOUL!!!
Enchanted with kindness...
Filled with care...
And embraced with love...
A soul that can take away your pain.
A soul that destroy your fears...
A soul that makes the weak feel strong.
A soul that makes you forget about all the worries in the world.
A soul that fills you with happiness that is indescribable.
It gives you feelings you've never encountered before.
Satisfying your every need...
But always leaving you with wanting more!!!
A soul that will be loved for an eternity
The perfect soul...
Belonging to the thief of my heart!!! |
exposed
Fragile is the warning sign
So slight in its advance
No one could comprehend
Something's gotta give
Within the heart and mind
No you cannot brace for impact
My soul is exposed
All over again
My soul is exposed
All over again
I could fallow and spread my wings
Accept the faith that is mine
Hear the angels above
Embrace me as their own
My soul is exposed
All over again
My soul is exposed
All over again
My soul is exposed
All over again
Oh the things I've seen
Oh the things I've seen
Oh the things I've seen
Oh the things I've seen
So this is my last call
Against the breaking of day
I feel the decay, devour my flower
Devour my flower
If I saw myself straight
I would hold on tight
To love, faith and the final hour
The final hour
My soul is so exposed
All over again
Oh the things I've seen
Oh the things I've seen
You cannot comprehend
You cannot comprehend
You cannot comprehend
My soul is so ... |
The Question of shadows
Are there shadows in my soul?
I’m tormented by the question,
maddened by the answers
I looked into my face with hollow eyes.
It sees straight thru to where the soul would abide.
But are there shadows in my soul?
Does it dwell in a place, where from
reality it could hide from me
you know the things that I've done,
when it comes to evil, I ‘m it’s nature son.
There are shadows in my soul!
I heard the sounds from within,
the moaning echoes of its cries.
In the shadows, I feel it there;
Fear, sometimes more than I can bear.
Where are the shadows in my soul?
Sometimes I catch a glimpse of it,
Emotions trapped in a prison of its
own design, only darkness lie in my soul
that’s will devouring me whole
Are there shadows in my soul?
The sadness over whelmed me
as I tried to comprehend as the
sinking souls proclaim dark love
With No escape from above |
withdraw
Withdraw
A word so true
A definition so clear
That everyone knew
But in this context
So blue
Its meaning is not
So new
Love
A word so great
That from everyone
There is much debate
Its the opposite
Of hate
With such power
From my mate
What will occur
When these two terms
Clash
It is pain
It is terror
It is sorrow
We have not spoken
We have not seen
I cannot stand
Not being able
To hold your hand
I need you by me
I need you with me
I need to hear
Your voi... |
At That Time
There was no name caught within my cries
just a knowing silence that filled the spaces
between reality and how far it had wandered
from days when I grasped its presence
though my gut tried forcing foolishness to my throat
I could endure the ache of hope no longer
and succumbed to accepting the consequence of failure
somewhere in the unwritten lies
unexposed truths and chilling injustice
was a purpose that I tried to need
there was no name caught within my cries
there was only me
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The Earth The Sky and Us
Come on. Come out. Come here. Come nearer.
The needs of the night and the wants of the ocean
They push. They pull. They build.
The fire that is spiraling inside
I’ll close my eyes and count to five
I’ll craft the only thing I know from ache into surprise
I’m shaking, you say those things
You’re smile, I say these things
I’ll lose pieces to the wind
As you take them, hold them, pull them off
Come on. Come out. Come here. Come nearer.
The needs of the night and the wants of the ocean
They push. They pull. They build.
The fire that is spiraling inside
I’ll close my hands and listen for your voice
I’ll take the words and keep them, as if you had a choice
It’s louder, I can hardly speak now
You say we need to find the way
No need to be afraid
Even if itââ‚... |
Mirage
Rubbing my eyes, I shift in the bed sheets
Rolling over to find that you are not there
Realizing you were just a dream
Groaning I toss and turn, yanking the blanket up to my chin
Grabbing the barking alarm clock to hush it
Glaring at the red time blinking 4:16 a.m.
I lie there and wonder, were you really here
I sigh and close my eyes, remembering your face
I yawn and think; you were never here
Sighing I think of our conversation
Segments of thoughts and speech come back to me
Shivering I consider all that could be
Reaching I find the source
Rousing the ripple lightly
Remembering what you said
I lay there and wonder, will it really be
I sigh and close my eyes, resisting what I cannot
I shake and quake and feel warm all over
The red time blinks again
Telling me its time to go, move on, get up
Torturing me with its twis... |
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