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She said her phone is dying yet she can find the time to post a subliminal message to the man she claims she is still in love with after he done cheated on her she recently had his first kid a beautiful moment they were suppose to share together but unfortunately he was unable to make it to the delivery room because she gave her mom her phone the boy was furious and confused as to why the mom couldn't send a simple text message saying that she could be giving birth at any minute or have the decency to at least ask if he needed a ride the boy cried punched a mirror and broke it with the force of his anger and sadness the babys mother claim she understands what he was going through he lashes out saying she doesn't understand because she was there giving birth the boy feels as thought he missed one of the most important moments of his child's life he knows it may not be a big deal to everyone else but to him that moment was everything for how could he look at his daughter in the eyes growing up and say to her that he wasn't there when she was born it's not like it was by choice but either way he feels guilty and responsible for not being there the boy realizes the trust he once had for his baby mama and her family has completely evaporated because of that special moment he didn't get to have with her the boy decides to sleep because the stress and pain is weighing in on him like a lion on his bacc even though he tries to sleep he can't he ends up staying up through the night he wants to brake down so badly because in his heart no one around him knows what he is going through he constantly tell himself he can't trust no one not even his own mother he told her about the baby later on he comes to find out she's been telling everybody in the family tree about his gift from heaven family members began to draw to him like a moth to a flame or like a pencil to a sketching pad smh it's all bad

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I love you seytre
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