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As i lay my head on my pillow each night
i can feel the first flush of my yearning for you
Rushing back like waves on the beach
As they rush back on themselves
Is it that i am purely driven with desire?
Or that my desire rules me
i am driven with a desire which is of you
For it is you that i feel within me
You rule me in a way that you do not know
It is my heart which you have captured
Strange though, it is that you have a power
i have never before encountered
What has never before happened to me
Is to be captured before the first kiss
It is alien to me and I do not understand
How, why… what in the ---- happened within me???
It invaded my senses in a storm
And instantaneously enveloped me
Swiftly sweeping all resistance from its path
Like a current of pure energy
Relentlessly to pour into a whirlpool
Transforming just as swiftly into a soft kiss
i felt as you press your face upon my face
Your lips into my lips and draw my life energy to you
As it returns momentarily intensified, reborn
It is changed back into its essential elements
It explodes within itself softly burning
With its energies sharply focused and defined
As they are reintegrated into my being
As an intense emotion, sense of new life,
A wave breaking gently upon my consciousness
Which floods my sense of awareness
As a rain of compassionate warmth suddenly felt
As an uplifting sense of awareness which intervenes
With a subtle flow swiftly to caress and kiss
My wishes with your essence of being
Which I have come to love and yearn about you
Becoming a river of heartfelt desire
And knowledge that simply put says
…i love you…
That which continues to build within my heart
Burning with desire…with it’s …midnight fire…
i adore you and i wish
Not to be disturbed with absurdities
i have a love for you which surpasses at times the needs which I have for myself
…please forgive me if i forget myself sometimes
And i wish out loud that you feel as I do
i am helplessly lost in my desires
as I sleep within
Burning softly as we bathe together
in our baby clothes
Every night as i sleep
i lay down,
…in the same place…
within my dreams,
we gently nuzzle touching noses together like
unicorns doing a love dance
locking horns and prancing around playfully
…in a slow motion ballet,
while gazing intently
into each others eyes
…in the midnight fire,
Hopes, dreams, wishes
and prayers answered,
As we wait together bathing in the echoes
of the forest mists
…as i close my eyes and submerge
into the warm waters
i caress you with my most heartfelt,
compassionate embrace
As i await your presence, each and every night
Come; join me…now, again
Come lay beside me, warm yourself…
I await you with
An open heart
By the midnight fire…
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