I Wait

The Abyssal Void

 When will the chains of Darkness unbind me?
When will I roam free out of the shadows;
Shine out under the Sun? Salvation, Happiness.
When will the ocean of tears around me dry up,
The shadows os pain be cast out?
When will I shed the Darkness,
And allow Love and Happiness to rule once more my soul?
When will Happiness finally touch me,
Love finally drice me out of the dark Swamps of Despair;
Evaporate the Ocean of Sorrow,
Leaving stable land to stand on.
This Ocean trashes me back and forth,
never letting me soar.
I feel it drawning me, sucking me deeper into the Darkness,
an Abyssal Plain of thick, heavy pain.
As I continue to sink the rays of light continue to fade.
My Fate an emptiness, void of light.
Powerless, in complese solitude and panicing distress I drawn,
soon lost to the thick void.

I Wait

 I wait for the day of guileless salvation.
I wait for our world to be liberated fromt he cruel hands of greed,
The treacherous deciet of her children.
I await the night the Moon will shine upon a healthy Planet,
A lush World flourishing with life.

I await the selfishness of the humans to evanesce.
I wait for the masses to accept love and happiness into their beings.
To allow hatred to get lost in oblivion.
The day when we become attuned with our great Mother once more,
And embrace the Stars.

I wait the day of Global Enlightenment.

Salvation Never Comes

 In a World full of Darkness, where do we turn to find the light?
To an alleded God?
To the Stars oh so far?
To Salvation that never comes?
As the Darkness closes in, the light is harder and harder to find.
Everywhere I look, everywhere I turn, the Darkness is there.
Destroying everything, banishing the light.
When will we be liberated?
When will we be free?
Everywhere it tares at us.
Fragile we fall.
Lost in the Shadows of pain.
Fear. Sadness. Hate. Greed.
In our tears we bleed our will to live.
In oblivion the light hides.
Out of our reach, out of our consciousness.
This World has been robbed of its light.
And now we live in the Darkness we ourselves invited here to Earth.
A Darkness that destroys what we are.
Slowly deteriorating us, and acidic poison to the soul.
Yet we bath in it, languish in this Hell, hoping for a better future....

The Lost Path

 Fire flares behind my eyes.
Through my eyes, the world beats with my heart.
Expanding and Contracting.
I try to stay calm, but behind the anger, the fire, is the pain.

Hatred deep in my heart, anger, saddness.
I walk this darkened path, chasing you, but now im lost.
I dont want to chase you no more.
But i know that if i dont, you ll go.

The betrayal of your ways give birth to my insanity.
My soul burns, my aura on fire.
As i walk lost in this path, the fire Shoots from my hands.
Everything around me begins to burn.

In front of me i can see the fire spreading.
The Trees begin to fall, fallen branches start make the path thiner.
I continue burning, following the path.
A thick smoke covers the ground like fog.

Behind me branches are falling, threatening to crush me.
The path is soo thin now the flames of my soul touch that of th...

Betrayal

I want Vengeance.

You betrayed me.

Left me here to rot, and then forgot

All about me, even got yourself a new toy.

Ignore me like im nothing, dirt to sweep out the front door.

Im beginning to realize that you are a lie.

Starting to see through your fake faces, the fantasy we created.

Im starting to hate you.

Hate the way you ignore me.

How easily you forgot about me, forgot everything.

The hate is starting to intoxicate my system.

It started when you first left, left me in vicious tears, as I saw you walk away.

You saw me breaking, and you just walked away.

But now. Now it’s a thick nectar, thick as the love I gave you.

Ironic isent it, how love transforms into hate, but loses none of its power or strength.

I wanna see your burn, see the skin peel off your body.

I want to scorch your soul, burn it until nothing but ashes are left.

Then wat...

The Fight

This time it is persistent and elusive.

The darkness forces its will upon me,

My weakness its strength.

It declares war with my emotions, my thoughts.

Forces me to fight on a front I never prepared to defend.

It turns happiness into sadness, taking away all hope.

Trying despritely to extinguish my light.

It begins to rain, tears of defeat, as I fall.

This battle to strong to fight, lost.

I see the light in you, and try to grasp it,

but the darkness masks it, as you make to attempt to reach out to me.

In solitude the darkness forces me into sorrow,

a deep pain of worthlessness.

A feeling of lost time, lost love.

The once Star that radiated its light from my core,

making my space in the universe known, is out.

A black hole is all that remains, a deep abyss.

Sucking away any happiness and hope from my soul,

leaving me once again broken, powe...