A New Leaf

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first love

 For a while now Ive withdrawn into the shadows,
lost in the darkness of depression and loneliness.
But now I notice that staying where I am,
Trying to hold on to the past will not help me overcome this pain.
Acceptance of your absence is the only way out of this lonely world,
to push forward though the dark without direction, but with determination.
I realize now Yes I love you, always will.
But I have to move, break myself out of this grave, breathe once more.
And see all that surrounds me, allow the light to shine onto me=-.
Break free from the shadows of your memories, realize they are the best I ever had.
See the truth in light that you brought me.
Ive hidden in the shadows for long enough, now I will embrace the light.
The light you showed me exists in this lonely world.
But know, I will never forget you, never not be there when you need me,
And most importantly, I will never stop loving you.