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...i
am in
a constant war
fighting hard
against forces
almost beyond belief
difficult to control,
tripping me
back, forth and sideways
to loosen my grip
and shake me off
make me slip and fall,
bringing fear and confusion,
with a rapid fire
sneak+attack of rabid fantasy,
and nightmares
of false illusions
pain and misery
surrounding me
with a complex array
of obstacles
battling
with my back
slammed hard
up against the wall
the enemy is trying
hard as hell
to give me grief,
to make me suffer
mercilessly,
watching me die
killing me slow,
while i
…profusely bleed
trying to
…make me
lose hope…
in my struggle
to succeed
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