I FOUND MYSELF IN A SAD KIND OF RELATIONSHIP
TELLING MYYSELF DAM THIS COULD BE IT
CAUSE THE LOVE MAKING WAS THE BOMB AND THAT HAD ME SPRUNG
SO OPEN, THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HER
AND PUTTING MYSELF IN HER PLACE
UNTIL I WAS COMFRONTED WITH THE TRUTH FACE TO FACE
WHEN I FOUND MYSELF SITTING BY THE PHONE AND
HE DIDNT STOP BY THE PLACE HE SAID FELT LIKE HOME
THEN IT DAWNED ON ME HE WAS WHERE HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE
WITH HER, THE WOMAN THAT WAS CARRYING HIS SEED
IT WAS THEN THAT THE TRUTH STARTED TO SINK IN
THAT I WAS NO MORE THEN HIS HOMIE, LOVER, FRIEND
*** THAT I KNEW HIM FOR YEARS AND
WE GREW UP TOGETHER AS KIDS AND
I ALWAYS WANTED HIM AND HE ALWAYS WANTED ME
AND HOW GOOD WE WERE BETWEEN THE SHEETS
AND WE WERE THE SAME SIGN AND
WE BOTH KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO GRIND
AT THIS POINT IN TIME HE MADE ME SEE HE HAD LOVE FOR ME
BUT HE WAS IN LOVE WITH SHE
IM NOT GONNA CALL MYSELF DUMB AND STUPID FOR LETTING MY HEART LEAD MY MIND
I WAS JUST A WOMAN IN LOVE WITH A MAN WHOSES HEART WAS IN SOMEONE ELSES HANDS
DO I HATE HIM? NAH BECAUSE THERE WAS A POINT WHERE HE MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL THE WAY A WOMAN DESERVES TO FEEL
HE SHOWED ME HOW TO SEPERATE WHATS FAKE FROM WHATS REAL
I NOW REALIZE HE DIDN'T COME TO ME AS THE DREAM MAN THAT I WANTED
BUT HE WAS THE MAN THAT I NEEDED AT THAT PRESENT TIME
LOVING HIM SHOWED ME HOW TO DISTINGUISH WHAT I DO AND DONT WANT IN MY LIFE
THEY SAY THERES A LESSON AND A BLESSING IN EVERYTHING
SO I TRY TO LEARNED MY LESSONS AND THANK GOD FOR MY BLESSINGS