i thought i was your life

i use to love you

I REMEMBER YOU WAS ALL I KNEW

I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING ELSE BUT LOVING YOU

I LOVED YOU WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING

I WAS SO MEZMERISED I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING

YOU CARESSED ME IN WAYS I NEVER KNEW

I WAS SO FAITHFUL AND YOU WAS SO UNTRUE

YOU LIED, CHEATED, AND DECIEVED ME

EVERYTIME I TRIED TO LEAVE YOU TOLD ME YOU NEED ME

I HAVE NEVER FELT PAIN SO STRONG

I LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND CONTINUED TO HOLD ON

I HELD ON AS LONG AS I COULD

ALL MY FRIENDS TOLD ME YOU WAS NO GOOD

I SPENT SO MANY NIGHTS BALLED UP IN A KNOT

TELLING MYSELF YOUR ALL I GOT

WALKING THE FLOOR CRYING ALL NIGHT LONG

KNOWING YOU WAS CHEATING I STILL HELD ON

ONE DAY, SOMETHING IN ME STARTED TO CHANGE

AND THE LOVE I FELT INSIDE NOLONGER FELT THE SAME

I REALIZED I DIDNT LOVE YOU ANYMORE

SO I PRECEEDED TO WALK OUT THE DOOR

I REMEMBER ONCE UPON A TIME YOU WAS ALL I KNEW

i thought i was your life

SITTING WONDERIG HOW DID THINGS BECOME SUCH A MESS, SO MUCH STRESS UPON EACHOTHERS CHEST.YOU LOVE ME THATS WHAT YOU SAID OR WERE YOU JUST TALKING OUT OF YOUR HEAD.I THOUGHT WE WERE LIKE BONNIE AND CLYDE, WE WERE SUPPOSE TO RIDE OR DIE OR DID WE BECOME TO UNINVOLVED IN EACH OTHERS LIFE.I THOUGHT U WAS MY HUSBAND AND I WAS YOUR WIFE YOU WAS MY KING AND I WAS YOUR QUEEN NOW WE ACTING LIKE WHAT WE ARE DONT MEAN A THING HOW QUICKLY WE FORGOT WHERE WE COME FROM HOW US 2 HAD BECOME 1 I GUESS NOW MY HEART WILL BE LOCKED UP WITH NO KEY YOUR DIVORCING AND UNCROWNING ME CAUSE THINGS AINT WHAT THEY USE TO BE.WHAT HAPPEN TO BONDING AND STANDING FIRM ON WHAT WE BELIEVE IN NEVER GIVING IN HOLDING ON TILL THE BITTER END I GUESS THOSE WERE JUST WORDS NOT FEELINGS EMOTIONS WITH NO ACTION DAM THAT HURTS I COULD KILL YOU AND CALL THIS A CRIME OF PASSION NOW I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END ITS NOT TO HURT US ITS FOR A NEW BEGINING.

her, him, and me

I FOUND MYSELF IN A SAD KIND OF RELATIONSHIP

TELLING MYYSELF DAM THIS COULD BE IT

CAUSE THE LOVE MAKING WAS THE BOMB AND THAT HAD ME SPRUNG

SO OPEN, THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HER

AND PUTTING MYSELF IN HER PLACE

UNTIL I WAS COMFRONTED WITH THE TRUTH FACE TO FACE

WHEN I FOUND MYSELF SITTING BY THE PHONE AND

HE DIDNT STOP BY THE PLACE HE SAID FELT LIKE HOME

THEN IT DAWNED ON ME HE WAS WHERE HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE

WITH HER, THE WOMAN THAT WAS CARRYING HIS SEED

IT WAS THEN THAT THE TRUTH STARTED TO SINK IN

THAT I WAS NO MORE THEN HIS HOMIE, LOVER, FRIEND

*** THAT I KNEW HIM FOR YEARS AND

WE GREW UP TOGETHER AS KIDS AND

I ALWAYS WANTED HIM AND HE ALWAYS WANTED ME

AND HOW GOOD WE WERE BETWEEN THE SHEETS

AND WE WERE THE SAME SIGN AND

WE BOTH KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO GRIND

AT THIS POINT IN TIME HE MADE ME SEE HE HAD LOVE FOR ME

BUT HE WAS IN LOV...