It's been 6 months
& you're in another world
Leading me on constantly
Telling me one thing & being the definition of hypocrisy.
But you blinded me
With your words & touch
Something I used to miss so damn much.
I've tried helping you from your misled thoughts
Yet, there was more feeling that I caught
Now the lack of attention is making me feel so distraught..
6 months ago seems like a blur now
All my emotions completely turned around
I'm fine with it... but how ?
My mind is wandering,
My hands are shaking,
My mood is changing,
My heart stopped aching,
& I'm finished waiting.