wearing my soldier's boots

once upon a time

once upon a time ,

I was good enogh to call a friend.

once upon a time

I admired your companionship,

once upon a time....

once upon a time our frienship was genuine,

once upon a time,

I'd come running to your rescue,

never mattered the time.

once upon a time,

that meant something to you.....

now... instead of what was once upon a time

exsist un sorrowful reality,

i'm just too good a friend to have been treated how you treated me.......

Once upon a time

i will not stop

you're hatred,jealousy,

lies and disolucion...

products of the insecurity that 

haunts you from within,

that's not my fault. that's not my part

i will not stop.......

i can see you , i can hear you

but basiclly i just cant feel you,

critisize me,put me down

keep on doing you,

i will not stop...

judge me,waste your time,

each one is given life,to live

i won't stop i will live mine

beat me with neggativity

at the end my bruises will shine like light

why?

because i will not stop

GOODBYE

 SOME SAY HOSTILITY FILLS 

  THE WORDS I SPEAK,

I SAY.....

  THE TIMES OF MEET AND GREET HAVE CHANGED,

I  SAY

TIME FOR ME TO RELEASR UNTO THEE,

REVELATIONS BEHIND PEN AND PAPER..

NO MORE HOSTILE WORDS OF ANGER

VENTALATION.........

ROOM TO BREATHE,

BASICLLY I'M FEELING ME

CANNOT BE YOUR NUMER ONE SUPPORTER,

OR CHEERLEADER ON YOUR SIDELINE

WHEN YOU FORGOT  THAT THROUGH THE DARK,

 I WAS BY YOUR SIDE,

TIRED OF WASTING MY TIME

NO MORE WASTING MY BREATHE,

 LIFE'S SWEET PRECIOUS AIR,

 FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND,

JUST SIT RELAX

ENJOY BEFORE YOU 

MY PAGES OF MOTIVATION

MY VICTORY WITHIN JUST ME ...

WHO I AM AND YES WHO I WAS 

BEFORE YOU EXSISTED INSIDE OF ME..

wearing my soldier's boots

 I put mmy soldiers boots on,

with memories of star filled nights,

   and him close by my side...

I wore my soldier boots

to remind me .......

that i am woman forever strong 

  I complete the man to whom these boots belong.

   I wore my soldiers boots

through solitude and lonely nights,

waiting for his return....

I wore my soldiers boots  through the battles of loves despair,

I carry my soldiers heart

FOREVER STRONG

UNTITLED

 CRISMON NIGHT SKY WE RAN OUT OF TIME

  YET THE BASIS OF YOUR MEMORY WILL EXTEND THROUGHOUT THE BASIS 

OF MY ESSENCE  FOR ALL OF TIME,

        A MEMORY,

IFAIABLE REASON..... TO LOVE

LET GO AND REMEMBER TO ALWAYS MOVE ON....

A BASIS OF TRUE  MEANING

OF LOVE AND ADMIRACION..

A REASON TO DREAM,

EVIDENCE IN WHICH MAKES IT KNOWN

WHAT ONCE WAS WILL NEVER  EXSIST AGAIN

AND THAT THE FUTURE CAN ONLY BRING

BETTER OUTCOMES 

THEN WHAT ONCE WAS