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It's been a while since I've been on here and spoke my mind, heart and soul. Feels good as always.

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Getting Along

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It must be a trait in my chromosome

To tolerate the hurt continuously

Getting over it is putting me under

Bringing me down to an all time low

I guess that's why I often get high

I'm up again to hit the ground crashing

But I'm consistently coming back for more

Some say I should plead insanity

But I drown out the voices including my own

All I care about is getting along

No matter how painful the process is

Even though trying to be everyone's friend

Is transforming me into my own worst enemy

There'll be days I don't even want to witness my own reflection

That way I don't have to reflect on the shame

The lack of self esteem

For allowing my pride to get injured like it does

Over and over repeatedly

I'm aware that it's abuse but it doesn't matter

All I care about is getting along

While hating myself

 

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nikki_phressh says:

i ask this question over and over again...we say we want to be happy but are we ready to be happy..its like were bound to the things that make us miserable and wont accept change. thank you for opening up to us.

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Charles2 says:

we master digging the well, imagining the hole to be the beginning of the first step in the stairwell. we love to follow the joy, trying to achieve happiness in the skies ...and wish for love. as if not knowing love is a journey we take with another, requiring rebuilding, not just sacrificing of ourselves, we live to build ourselves with others having similar interests. i like your work. we storm children go through hell ...to find out what it is we seek ...in the reality. never give up who you are=desire, and be. thanks for a most worthy write

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Suphomeboi says:

Thanks to both of y'all for the love and insight. Much appreciated.

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