T.Christine

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The Dumb Chick

Don't be the dumb Chick who gets with a guy who shows you signs
That he cannot be trusted and he's wasting your time!
Don't be the dumb chick that thinks she can make him change
So you breaking down barriers and his stays the same.
Don't be the dumb chick who spreads her legs to try and keep THIS boy
Then you find him hitting up other chicks in his phone.
Don't be the dumb chick who even takes it THAT far
Where you go on a spying spree cause you got a FEELING
NO CHICK, that's those SIGNS slapping you in the face!
Don't be the dumb chick hitting up those hoes
Check his as* and then check YOURS!

Don't be the dumb chick that tells him all your secrets
Cause he'll see you as an emotional basket case
A PROJECT, not a woman worth KEEPING!
don't be the dumb chick that constantly brings up her ex
He's an ex for a reason, you're starting a new season
Give me one GOOD REASON that BOY is still relevant!
Don't be the dumb chick that keeps saying I FORGIVE YOU
Cause once might have been a mistake
But everything after was on PURPOSE.
Don't be the dumb chick FIGHTING over this BOY
There's a reason that girl is still around and blowing up his phone!

Don't be the dumb chick doesn't take time to love herself
Learn her worth, heal from brokenness before picking up another
Piece of broken man to fulfill her heart, when all it does is cut and scar!
Don't be the dumb chick whose called a dumb CHICK because he treats you like a B**CH!
You fight and scream, you cry and plead, and the very next thing
You find yourself with your a** in the air getting F**KED all over again!
Dominated, FEELINGS and EMOTIONS obliterated
But you LET HIM because you hate to be alone.
Don't be the dumb chick stalking girls on Facebook
Trying to fit HIS type
Cause your dumb a** has settled when you should have FOUGHT.

Don't be the dumb chick who lets an ABUSER become your lover
You call him your soul mate, when undercover
Your pride was too strong for you to figure
Out who you were and send him PACKING
So you kept breaking up with him cause you KNEW he wasn't SH*T
And then you kept getting back with him cause his GAMES became your reality
You took BROKEN pieces over a MAN who was whole
Cause your a BROKEN girl who doesn't know how to be a WOMAN on her own
And I'm sick and TIRED of you still going through his phone
You're married now, youv'e got kids now
And you're STILL insecure!

You're the dumb chick whose still stalking that WOMANS page
You're the dumb chick still scrolling through his web history real late
You're the dumb chick whose losing sleep over WHAT IFS
You're intelligent but act like youv'e got NO SENSE!
You're the dumb chick whose watching everyone MOVE ON
Yet you're trapped in illusions and dancing to the same song!
These girls are coming to you for WISDOM and KNOWLEDGE
Yet you stay up late at night masturbating to fantasies of inadequacy!

Stop being a DUMB CHICK and forget your broken past
You can't go back and fix it
But you can d*mn sure take off the mask.
Stop looking at THE MAN that you married and looking for THAT BOY
Cause as painful as the truth is HE REALLY HAS MATURED!
But because you're still angry AT YOURSELF for being dumb back then,
For stooping to low levels all for the sake of love.
You want him to hurt and you wanna see him burn
But when you look down at your heart
YOURS is the only one that's COLD

You've got 2 daughters and you claim being BLACK ain't beautiful
Yet you married a black man
Their daddy is a black man
And a black man is sustaining YOU.
Don't be a dumb chick blaming NI**AS for your rejection issues
Don't be the dumb chick claiming a boy stole your crown
So that's why you haven't risen!
I'm slapping you today with a REALITY CHECK
You've been a DUMB CHICK
It's time to come out of the darkness!

You're a QUEEN
You're a STAR
And you need to forgive YOURSELF for the mistakes you've made thus far.
OWN up to your ignorance
Hell even own up for being a HO*!
But you ain't DEAD yet,
So own up to MOVING ON!
Forgiveness is a choice and it's freely there for you
I'm trying to finish this poem
But there's so much I have to say to you!

I'm tired of watching you stare at her pictures and think her life is better
"The one who got away" NO she chose to leave because she wasn't a DUMB CHICK like you
She peeped game, and she peeped the signs and knew he still LOVED YOU
He was USING her, wasting HER time
Trying to get back with the one who knew his bullsh*t WELL.
You lost all composure
Now your trying to get redemption by Facebook stalking his exes
But your on a roller coaster ride of stupidity
These women have moved on and you're irrelevant
So why are you so obsessive??

You don't see your treasures
You don't see your gifts
And you're blaming others for your secret sin
That self hatred inside because you tried to change for a guy
And the shame you carry within
There is the condemnation
There is the frustration
But today YOU WILL RISE!

I challenge you to write a new story
I challenge you to truly see your worth
I challenge you to LOVE YOURSELF
Don't be the dumb chick who wastes her life!
Wasting time on things that cannot change
Cause you awoke today with a frown
But you're a blessing with with a crown
And it's time to appreciate your throne!

The dumb chick WAS me
I wrote this poem to address me
And now you can see

I'm
Tired
Of
Being
The
Dumb
Chick

It's
Time
To
Be FREE

Written by T.Christine 2015

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		Charles2 says: excellent redemption. great progression, fantastic rendition of realization... nice work poems by this commentor Can you hear me calling you? ...just for fun an evenings kiss
		T.christine says: Thank you! poems by this commentor Wild Side Validate Adopted

OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY T.Christine

Journey

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be

Pitch black darkness

Germinating in blackness

Getting nourishment from the master

You just don't get it.

You had plans for me

Your nest was packed tight with religious beliefs

Jesus saves and yet I'm not free

You relent that I can't see

Yet I'm not blind

Your the blind one leading me.

You see me as a puzzle

You try to force me into pieces where I don't fit

I let you once because I wanted to fit in

But now I'm not ok with being a Guinea pig

I'm on a journey that you can't comprehend.

You say I'm vulgar

Too open

Way too raw

You view me as broken

In need of fixing

But your mind is too small.

I ask questions

That you can't answer

The Dumb Chick (clean version)

The Dumb Chick

Due Dilligence

Reaction not coupled with wisdom is foolishness. To respond without knowledge is ignorance. We see with a glass half full. To know it all is a sure way to fall. I delight in my stumblings because slow and steady wins the race. I regret nothing, because much is built by making mistakes. Every voice heard is a lesson to be learned. To break down and digest, to go through the process and relent. We need voices to grow and go. I want wisdom and knowledge, they help me see. I am but a number in the masses of this sea. I am but a member of the boiling pot of the so called "Free" I don't get caught up in bigotry, hypocrisy and judgements of man. I press forward I look backwards to see how far I've come. My daughters are queens with halos of curly kings upon their crowns. My stomach has marks to show of my birthing and pain. Like trees roots they tell a story of how long they remained. In my womb safe from harm until their heads pushed forth. So I p...

Victim.Villian.Victor

I gave my all to you- you lied. I tore down walls for you- you lied. I trusted you -you lied. I forgive you-I try. I forgive me -I'm lying. I saw the warnings- the signs. I gave you my body- I cried. I broke my promises -you won. I am a victim of your Games- RUINED. I called her -you mad? I peep game- you're lame! I hacked your Facebook- passwords changed! I hacked your phone records- had calls to make. I posted their pictures -I'm blowing up your spot. I got a new man- you don't know about that. You paying my bills- I'm spending your cash. you say you love me-I sit back and laugh. I'm a bitter - I want you to burn! No longer innocent- where have I gone. You say you never loved me- say what you want. I'm having your baby -daddy rolling stone. Now you wanna be a family-boy be...

Color of my Skin

The color of my skin tells a story within itself. Million man marches. Whites against blacks. Riots and taking a stand. Segregated schools. Hatred and slavery ruled. I wasn't there to witness these events. Yet my skin makes me kin. My skin makes me a target. The color of my skin seems to identify everything about me. WRONG. The color of my skin has little to do with my life. The color of my skin has made me a victim a time or two. I don't walk in fear. I don't walk with my head low. I don't fear for my life. Well you're a woman, little black boys should. My sons won't fear either. My sons will die one day and the sin will be on the cause. Whether white, black, plane, or health. I have more things to worry about than my race being gunned down. Call me selfish. They never wanted us here? Well I'm here. College here I come. Jobs here I come. I WRITE MY STORY. I do the work. I push past the barriers. I don't rally, I don't riot. I don'...

Purpose

Thank you MOM for giving me away. I was loved, I was nurtured, and I always knew I was special. All because of your sacrafice. You made me, you nourished me, you birthed me, and then you let me go. As a mother of 2 little girls, I couldn't fathom giving them away, but I would if it meant the hope of a better life for them. I have older and younger siblings. I don't know their stories, but I know mine. When you CHOSE to Birth me and then release me, you gave life to my purpose and you catapulted me into my destiny. Thank you for not killing my Voice, my choices, my visions, and my dreams. -Purpose by T.Christine excerpt from. LITTLE Girl Be Healed.

Church Girl

Look at you Judas. Sitting in the pews. Smiling for the people. They don't know you. I'm sIster so and so. I sing on the praise team. I watch porn at night. I give hugs to the Pastor and his wife. I dig chicks on the side. I clean up the trash left by the church members. I play that R&B music that makes me get naked. Look at you Judas, nailing Jesus to the cross. You ain't holy, you ain't saved. I know your secrets. You can't hide them from me. You go to church wearing those granny panties. You go to church with the bible clutched to your sides. Your whole life is a lie. I thought you said Jesus forgives sins. You look mighty guilty. Feel that? It's called condemnation. You're a waste of creation. Hey church girl, I fully understand. You needed a savior. You needed a super man. God wants to be your Lord. That's going too deep. You want him to fix a flat. You want him to make your screw ups better. You want him when you want him, you're...

Wild Side

You rock me back and forth. You toss me to and fro. I watch as you laugh. I watch as you smile. Do you take me for a fool? Do you truly believe, that in me, you could see, a picture of strength? We make love, we make magic, I ride your apendage, I moan your name. I hide under mascara, the tears they rain, against my face. You've left the scene, your eyes a sheen. That high you reach, then you spill your seed your fruits release, inside of me. I groan and squirm, I'm right at the pinnacle, I climax and roll. Off your lap we're spent. Off your lap I choke...back...the...screams. This is the wild...side of my life. I sleep with you tonight...another in the morning...and another tomorrow. You leave money on the table...you go. I'm more than this. Im sore in between my legs. Your seed slides down my black thighs, your sweat strolls down my black ass, my hands fly to my head. The wig I throw across the room, the make up is hot on my face. Tonight I shower, tonight I dou...

Jericho Walls

"You might have had a late start, but it's a start. It was late, but when you arrive, it was meant to be YOUR time. No one can understand the struggle of pushing. You push past yourself. You're your biggest enemy. When you choose to move is when you choose yourself. Not all walls are meant to stand. Let the walls fall."
-"Jericho Walls" -T.Christine 2015

The Frustration

I'm overwhelmed with so much purpose with no ground to put it in. I'm frustrated with my days. I get no sleep at night. The creative juices keep flowing and yet the pipes are clogged. The old wine skins are bound to burst. I'm just tired of hearing "you have so much potential" and yet I don't know where to go to get help to cultivate the soil of my life. There is no greater defeat than dying with a pocket full of seeds. I want to see these things come to pass. God help me. I don't know how to help myself. - T.Christine 2015

The Dumb Chick (clean version)

Journey

The Dumb Chick (clean version)

Due Dilligence

Victim.Villian.Victor

Color of my Skin

Purpose

Church Girl

Wild Side

Jericho Walls

The Frustration

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