Joy

Joy

Sometimes he feel like a

Nut

Most times I

just wanna ride the

Beat

Sending my most

Precious emotions through these

Lyrical adventures that I create in my mind

Mine all mine

So I paint the room with

Pastels

Neons and

Pretty little

Trees

In our enchanted starlit forest

Use my heart as your fortress

Time after time

You'll hear me say that

I'm

so lucky

But I'm not

Superstitious

so I consider myself

Blessed

Trying to my best to be your

Cherie  Amour

Hurt Hurts

I wish that

I didn't care about

what they

Thought

Think 

Thunk

About me

ME

My A1

since day1

My 

Sister

Friend

Lover

The One that I hurt

the most

I

who looks in the mirror

and picks out

her flaws

That nobody

The hurt

The not good enough

The touched 

fondled

and cast away

I feel ,ore like

Her

Looked over

So I took each and every moment

of

Shame and Blame

watered with

Rage

So, now when 

He says

I love you

I do not believe

Him

I do not listen

I withhold

Take

Dishonor

Us

because

I

think I do not deserve