ICanSeenow

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And then there was you...

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romance

Feeling the sting from my hair lashing my face from the strong gust of wind blowing behind me.

Saying it was easy for me to be at this point takes away the scars attained on my way.

Appearing in the distance, a funnel developing in the sky.

As the rain begin to strike my face, I'm engulf with a determined determination knowing, this storm shall meet my footprints as well.

With each stride, each muscle inside me strains giving there all to push me to my destiny.

Transforming from rain drops to loud pops because the hail wants to be heard.

The pain is so unbearably, bearable, with each strike that lands home.

My determination will not be doused because of this moment of temporary suffering.

I'll keep stepping, I'll keep striving, and the pain is a reminder to remember why I started.

Hurricane behind me, Tornado is before me...

And then there was you.

The eye of my storm.

As I look at you, you looking at me.

Not cognizant that there’s no rain with you.

There’s no hail.

No wind.

No suffering.

Mentally set up, only not to be set back again,

I decided to close my eyes.

Acustomed to the mirage of "almost".

"The potential to be."

"We could if you just..."

My heart rate is something that of a NASCAR speed.

Only because you’re real.

Your here.

You’re not a figment of my imagination.

Under the impression that the journey to my destiny would be like that of a star.

Dark, Bright, and lonely.

To be admired from a far.

But your here.

Found only in the center of a storm.

With eyes of one that could see in pure form.

To be continued…

I’m resting in the eye of the storm.

-ICanSeeNow

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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY ICanSeenow

Suicide Note

This vibe reminds me of "You"

Like a movie - rerun in my head

Just to be next to you.

Like a chicken with no head,

I’d still run to you.

Gender part less

I’d play whitney - regardless

bodyguard-less

I’d run to you.

But would you stay?

Would my wounds from YOUR tongue make you run away?

It’s not your fault BUT

Would you blame me

if I asked you to stay?

Convoluted visions of love I share with you.

Although you never asked me to

Looking in your eyes is too much

I turn my back to you

just to ask of you

To love me…

The reminders of how much ~~I don’t need you~~

Doesn’t give much relief to the weight of my plea…

But ...

I'm waiting for you...

I know your out there waiting for me.

I'm here waiting for you.

I can only imagine the way that you'll make my heart beat.

The butterflies will scatter within me.

When you touch me.

(Exhale)

I know your out there waiting for me.

I know sometimes you feel lonely.

I know you fed up with the fakes and phonies.

Breathe.

Its almost over.

I'm waiting for you.

Staring through my window pane.

As far as my eyes can see.

My heart says you're out there.

Staring back at me.

Right now i can only wipe your tears of joy mentally.

You continue to motivate me spiritually.

The affect you have on my mind doesn't make sense to me.

Your not here physically.

But.

(Exhale)

I know your out there waiting for me.

I'm wai...

And then there was you part II

The thing about it is I never thought the devil could be so beautiful. I always expected him to look like a ol' hag with horns and hooves.. and then there was you.... When I think about love, I continue on thinking about pain. Itâ€™s like seeing the black clouds but ignoring the rain. How did I become so confused? Why didn't I see the side of effects of you? How to catch a murderer? Easy, you just have to think like one. How to catch a heartbreaker? Simple, just fall in love with one. But then there was you. A hologram of everything I ever wanted. For a moment, you almost had me thinking that your touch was real. Just to open my eyes to see, I'm the only one here. Left with flashes, of memories of you. Leading me to write poems called "And then there was you part II" And a new attitude that has to be excused. Lesson learned but you can NOT make a man love you. but its okay... -ICanSeeNow.