REFLECTION OF A MANIAC

I Need Affection

Kiss me without me asking . Where she at . Lay on my chess and smell my colonge on my neck . I need affection . Look in my eyes just for a second . Im checking . To see if you feel my soul . Im testing the power its electric . I need affection . Im wrecked and weak . I dont just want affection . I NEED . Its something in the pit of me . That weeps . I feel this Cry when Im trying to sleep . What is it . Is your heart calling for me ? . Im built up with passion . Its ready to be let loose . I need affection . But I need affection from you ....

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Just Like The Sun

Your far away but you seem so close  . When your not around my body gets cold  .You make me hott , You make me sweat  . Without you there is darkness  . Yes .  Just like the sun, I need you in my life . I would be lost in this world with no light . Your love is just like the sun .

Dating

Promises never last forever , liars think they so damn clever  . Glad i didnt call . Glad i still i got heather . Because she tells the truth , its brutal too . But honesty is good for the soul like chicken noodle soup . im tired of Opps and sorrys . she too busy at a party . she got home and forgot to call me . it is your fault . you meant to forget . why are we even talking ?  Just delete my Sh!t . Im so sick dating . Maybe im too real in the beginning but its no point of faking and wasting each others time . Some women like no titles . not me . let me know if your mines . if not then ima side . Ima Slide to somebody who appreciates and who wants to claim . Matter fact your skin tatted with five other names .So pick one of them and play games!

REAL

its all about honesty . honestly i can make you weak . make you leak . soaked panties because of me . my eyes feed off your beauty . what a treat . but im tired of looking . Reality is the fantisy . let me eat . let me beat . with this plastic i messed up yo sheets and made you see . that yes ima girl but i got the job done perfectly .

freestyle poetry

poetry is apart of me . its not about competition it sets me free . like the love i will never have . its like the joy you feel when your lover laughs . my heart beats fast . I copy right my words so try and take that . change my words around and try to fake that . yall wack . get back . because im up . its my time . just give up . i feel alive its in my cup . she gave me the panties thank you lady luck . i been waiting to hit . thats whats up.
 

FRIEND ZONE

AT FIRST I WANTED TO BE YA BEST FRIEND. THEN FEELINGS GOT INVOLVED AND I HAD TO PRETEND . I DIDNT SEE YOU THAT WAY. WE USE TO STAY UP LATE TALKIN ABOUT EVERYTHING. I NEVER TALKED TO ANYBODY ESLE THAT LONG ON THE PHONE.. YOUR TOAN IS ATTRACTIVE . I WAS TRYING NOT TO LIKE THE WAY YOU TALK , AND TRYING TO IGNORE THE SEXY WAY YOUR HIPS MOVE WHEN YOU WALK. I DIDNT WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU WANTED TO BE WIT. CAUSE DEEP INSIDE IT HAD ME FEELIN SO SICK. BUT I COULDNT ADMIT IT.ITS LIKE A TREAT IN MY FACE THAT I CANT GET. I FEEL LIKE THAT SILLY RABBIT TRICKS ARE FOR KIDS

RUN AWAY

I WANT TO GO TO A PLACE UNKNOWN TURN OFF MY PHONE AND LEAVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IN MIAMI BEHIND. ITS NOTHING HERE FOR ME BUT HEARTACHES AND MISERY . U HAVE TO UNDERSTAND MIAMI IS TOO FAST TO LIVE IN , I DONT BLEND IN AND  IM READY TO BEND AND GO SOMEWHERE NO ONE KNOWS MY NAME. FRESH START NO GAMES THIS TIME AROUND WILLING TO WORK LONG HOURS IMA BE SWIMMIN IN SO MUCH MONEY IMA DROWN. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLIN IN A BLACK HOLE THAT NEVER ENDS IM SCREAMIN LOUD BUT NO ONE HEARS A SOUND. IM THRU WITH FLORIDA / MIAMI IM LEAVING THIS STATE AND THIS ***BOY TOWN.
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Shonin Aint Easy

Shonin gets addictive it gives u this type of power. But its a job that i work 24hours. All i run into are those material gold diggin women all they seek is Attention, but did i mention that its hard to stop pimpin. Cause this game became apart of me now the blood of a playa is runnin thru my veins.. It feel so good to shone cause my heart will experience no more pain. My first love left a permenant stain on my mind heart and soul. So now all i want to do is be cold to these hoes. BUT i change my mind i dont want revenge its useless i dont want to turn these women ruthless like me. It wasnt their fault .  but for some reason my heart still locked up like a vault . and i get angry and turn into a beast like hulk. Cause those memories still haunt me . So i quit shonin even though it wasnt easy it took time to get that part of me out of me. Now i just want to vibe , i gave up the goon tribe u see? ima get a stable job get a crib and find wifey.

I WENT LOKO

JEALOUSY KILLS PEOPLE AINT REAL THIS WEED AINT STRONG ENOUGH I WANNA POP A PILL JUST TO SEE HOW IT FEELS... I HAVE TO LEAVE REALITY, FOR A MOMENT I WENT LOKO WHEN I TASTED THAT LOKO . I HAD HAPPINESS IN MY HANDS AND I DIDNT WANNA LET GO. WE SMOKED THE BEST DRO BUT MY NIGHT WOULDNT HAVE BEEN "THE NIGHT" IF I DIDNT SIP THAT LOKO. NOBODY COULD SEE THE PAIN , NOT EVEN ON MY FACE. BECAUSE I WAS SMILING GONE TO ANOTHER PLACE. DIDNT HEAR FUSSIN JUST LAUGHTER, BUT MY HEAD AND STOMACH TORTURED ME THE MORNIN AFTER . IT WAS WORTH IT THOUGH !! U NEVER KNOW WHAT U GONE SAY OR DO WHEN YOU TASTE THAT LOKO.

B!tches & Love Dont mix

who knows what B!tches really want , B!tches really front . you get no play unless u ball , unless u stunt .But i know how to snatch one , lets go on a b!tch hunt . all you gotta do is light this blunt . when they smell that weed thats when they come . they trying me. they must think im dumb .  i'll chew u up spit you back out like gum . And throw you away once all the flavor gone . i'll break ya bones . ima get what i want then take you home . see you cant get love out of a b!tch . cause when you fall in love she gone start acting like a trick . her personality gone switch . B!tches & love dont mix