It’s been so difficult to see what you want me to see
My pain has been so draining, I can only see and feel the raining
You say that eternity is what you continue to be reigning
But where are you, in my life is what I ask.
To hold on, to continue to believe has been a task
I don’t want to feel this way
I do believe you are real in every way
Please don’t leave me, please hold me and stay
I want to be ready and well prepared for that great & glorious day
I believe you are the truth, the life and the way.
Please don’t deny me peace
May your love only increase... Please!
I don’t want to give up, nor do I want you to give up on me
At times I wake up and feel totally alone
Complete loneliness over whelms me in my home
My emotions over ride the facts I try to apply.
To my self why do I hold onto lies?
I no longer want to see or hear any more cries!
Break my bondage.
Break these chains
That hold onto the reigns on my multiple brain
And force to sustain the lies in my brain
Don’t help me feed the pain…
... Please end it all or give me all
'Cause I don’t want to go on, if all I will do is continue to fall!
SkTzO