Sleeping Pains

Sleeping Pains

Its true. You dont know what you have until its gone.

I miss you is an understatement. The value you carry hold no replacement. I suffer redundant loss. Its the uneasycost of my sins.

Everytime I close my eyes Im haunted by things I did. All the secrets I hid. Cant sleep, I toss and turn. Wishing there was some way I could stop the hurt. I did you wrong, but my have the tables turned.

FIX MY EYES

FIX

Broken up into 1001 pieces 

Crying cause Im feeling ashamed 

MY

Thinking there is no way I can fit in with Jesus

EYES

In a way ready to decease my past ways 

ON

The road less traveled is hard to walk

dying to be a soldier and stand tall

YOU

Make a change today 

STAYED

No backsliding and no being a hethen 

Living like Im not scared

ON

Only believing in goodfound words and wisdom 

Keeping my eyes on the prize

YOU

Im going to take all the broken pieces and turn it into something that only I could

Today is the first day of the best days of my life 

to the moon

gONE TO THE MOON AS I MIGHT BE
iN THE WIND THATS WHERE U FIND ME
BLOWING
HARDLY GOING
BECAUSE IM MIGHTY ,WEARY
THINGS HERE DO GET FRIGHTENING
IM LOOKING FOR THE LIGHTENING\
TO STRIKE ME 
im delirious
ALWays fighting
for the cause they might see
sOMETHING only I see. The Haunted Mansion and the dragon
And the Ghost
That I may hold, the key to the moon.