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The hour is 2 though i feel not the slightest hint, inclination or desire
To move towards the comfort and rest
...between the bed sheets...
Some light within my mind ushers in the awareness
To a call for me to further rise, a calling to me to waken from the depths of my depression
+the hour is late
All more urgent i to the spirit send
Prevailing upon my forward seeking senses,
Shattering the very heart of the illusion (at once)
Unconditionally rendering obsolete
From the memories and musings 20 questions of the heart
I would have only fed into the mouth of this portal where i watch
As thru a web within a forest of my dreams
this time+machine i ride
alone this time
As cosmic echoes transmuted into whale song abruptly materialize in the realm between my thoughts
Spontaneously arriving
From a place in nether+space+time as i am cast adrift
Falling into a vortex in slow motion
as the moon sleeps
The creator touches my heart
Breathing new life
into an ever expanding universe of dreams
Staring out into empty space,
wondering why am i here
Trying to figure out what it means to live this life
Spawning clusters of stardust bathed in an eerie glow
Emerging horizons spilling thru filling the gaps creating fusion
Penetrating the storm clouds emerging from within the abyss
As they ply it seems, aimlessly to and fro
From a light beaming spontaneously throughout the all
I falter
unsure of what it means
where the creators touch breathes life
into us all
His most precious gift, freely given not in words, but in actions which speak
Multiplying expressions of a voice which brings only endless love,
Yearning to decipher the message within,
Knowing somehow unwritten songs are the codes of life to live by
From within the chasm erupts a cosmic eye subtly awakening,
Opens ushering in the new day as it comes into being amidst the chaos within itself
Spawning rivers of emotions which dance within us in natural rhythms
Where we gather in a migration following ancient pathways in us,
A feeling which seem to go from nothing ness to complete ness
Soft explosions, between underlying currents we begin to feel loving thoughts
Flowing effortlessly within us as if in telling a transcendental truth
About these newly discovered emotions
Essential elements
In the matrix of life
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